AustinI have been avoiding touching Andrew since yesterday morning because I found myself constantly wanting to jump him. It was very difficult to keep my desire at bay as I just found him so damn sexy and cute all at once. Even when we were in Elijah's office yesterday and I comforted him it didn't matter that there were four other people in the room I got the urge to tear his clothes off right there and fuck him so hard on Elijah's desk. I also don't know if he is still in pain so having thoughts like this make me feel so guilty. When we went to sleep last night I made sure to stay out of the room until he had drifted off and when I came in I stayed on my side of the bed. He is so freaking adorable when he sleeps and looks so at peace I didn't want to disturb him with my inappropriate thoughts. When I awoke this morning I found him entangled around me and it took all of my power to resist him. I had avoided asking Elijah for any advice up until this point but I needed to spe

AndrewSchool ended and it was time for me to officially start as second Beta. Austin and I finally had our talk after three days of constant sex, which I had to be excused from school for, I was in quite some pain. As thought, though, my werewolf healing coupled with the fact that I was now a Beta made the discomfort shorted lived. He explained to me about his fears of scaring we away or hurting me and I understood. He also explained who Veronica was and I was not happy but he said he told her point blank he had no intentions of have anything on the side. I still have some low self esteem but I am starting to see my worth. As I was heading to Elijah's office this morning that very same Veronica approached me. "You know you can never satisfy Beta Austin. He will tire of you and when he does he will come looking for me. I worked long and hard to make myself the perfect woman for him and since he has never preferred men he will never stay with you. He will be mine soon enough, espec

AndrewNote: This chapter contains time jumps that may be harder to follow so read carefully. It has been two years since Anastasia came and asked us for help and told us the crazy information about our bond. Elijah first brought the information the the leadership team and Machie, Jerome, and Gunther agreed with his decisions to protect us and prepare our children to take over one day. Machie even joked that maybe one of their kids could still be Alpha if they are mated to one of ours. What is best for the pack is to have the strong is power and even though our children would not be from an Alpha line at least one of them will be born an Alpha, like the original Alphas, if the legends are true. They did use Alpha descendent egg donors so Machie's biological children will still be from Alphas so there is no worry of them losing their linage losing their birth right. Next were the elders and almost immediately we could tell we had a few in our pack that believed we were an abomination

TaylorI know that Nathan is a good guy and since it has been confirmed we are mates I definitely feel drawn to him. I am still living with Dominic right now while Gunther and Jerome move their family out of my suite and once they move out Nathan and I will move in together. I am very nervous about it. Almost everyone that I know is in a male-male pair so I don't have many people to talk to about sex. Nathan's parents are a traditional pairing but I don't know them very well so I haven't felt comfortable. I was kind of hoping Maribelle would have been mated so I could ask her but she hasn't found a mate yet so no luck. Jeremiah and I are going today with our mates to see Anastasia to see what kind of mate bond we have. We need to know so we can plan for the future. I am hoping to have a normal bond because we grew up in a scary place and I want my children to grow up more normal. I am going to do everything I can to protect this new type of wolf we seem to be but if my children aren't

JeremiahIt has been a few months since the war finally came to a close. It was weeks of battles. Dad was a mess after he came back from that first big battle realizing his father was one of the higher ups working against us. Apparently "uncle" Xavier's parents started this war to try and bring down what they thought was different and to spread their hate. They recruited like minded people that left their packs willingly or were kicked out for having the same feelings. We discovered that there were over 20 white mates bonds just in our region with almost 50 Super Alpha/Beta/Omega children and more were coming forward regularly. Most have asked to join our pack where they feel safe. The four surrounding packs have asked to join our pack to make one mega pack with us so we are currently making a new structure where I am the main Alpha with my mate as my Second Alpha and we will have sub Alphas running out outlining communities. Some elders and council members have been fighting all of