บททั้งหมดของ A scandalous Love Affair: บทที่ 61 - บทที่ 70

OLIVIA.Morning!The ray of light from the sun hit my face from the window. I open my eyes slowly to adjust the light passing through then as I rubbed my forehead lightly.I turn to see Davion lying beside me, hands holding me in place possessively. His hair was scattered like...wait that was me! I did that to him last night? "Make love to me Davion...make me yours!!" my voice echoed in my head.FUCK!I pulled up the sheets only to realize that I was without clothes and so was Davion too. oh dear Lord!I got out of the bed and slowly made my way into the bathroom. I stood under the shower and turned it on, letting the water work it's way down my body. I scrubbed and washed myself then spent an extra twenty minutes under the shower just letting the water pour on my skin. My mind kept playing back to what happened last night. Part of me enjoyed everything and the other part was a bit confused and worried.Many minutes passed but I was still stuck in the bathroom. The idea of staying he

OLIVIA."You can do this Olivia. Everything will be fine. I mean, you only had sex with him. it's not like its the end of the world or something right? and also, you both are adults so it was consensual. He didn't force you and you didn't force him as well. Everything went willingly and smoothly and it wasn't that bad so he won't get upset neither will he fire you and he possibly will just get over what you said this morning so you don't have to be afraid of anything okay?"Those were the words I kept chanting to myself as I stared at the full length mirror in my bedroom. What was I even thinking saying those words to him? I mean he didn't do anything wrong. maybe I just panicked or maybe I just didn't want to go all out or take a step further with things. Maybe I rushed. I mean at first, we were talking and laughing and the next thing we were kissing and going all out. What was I supposed to do? Clinton and I have been separated for months now. I haven't had sex for a while and so w

OLIVIA.Davion's words broke me beyond imagination. He even likened me to be worse than my ex-husband. How could he say something like that to me? He knew just how much that topic was sensitive and he had to bring it up at a time like this. Does he really think everything going on right now isn't affecting me as well? I'm equally hurt and the fact that I try my best not to show it doesn't mean that everything is okay. He could have said anything else other than likening our situation to that of my ex-husband and I."I am nothing like my ex-husband." I said begrudgingly. "And simply because I had refused to give in to you doesn't mean that you can compare my situation to that of my ex-husband's."He laughed. "But that's the truth isn't it? You are like him if not worse than him. You keep going on about how he treated you and how you made your life miserable but can't you see they're doing the exact same thing? You had sex with me and then went ahead to pretend as if nothing happened b

OLIVIA.I arrived at my office and I couldn't help the anger coursing through my veins at the moment. How could I have done such a thing in Davion's office after I had promised myself that I don't want to have anything to do with him in the future? What sort of temptation is this and why couldn't I resist?I closed my eyes as the feeling of guilt and regret washed over me like tidal waves. This was more than I could bargain. I couldn't do this anymore. The thought of wanting and not wanting him was suddenly clashing together and I don't know how to handle my emotions anymore.Walking to my desk, I rounded the table and sat down. I opened the file and went through what was written on it. I could barely concentrate because my mind was still stuck on what I had done with Davion. The more I tried to push it to the back of my head the more it resurfaced and I am left conflicted on what to do about my feelings at this point.Nevertheless, I read through the files and took down notes and de

OLIVIA."Was that really necessary?" I asked as me and Davion made our way outside the room where we had just held the meeting that ended up badly as usual. "You didn't have to do that. You just got him fired from his job? Are you even listening to me Davion? I'm talking to you."He stopped at the elevator and turned to look at me while he waited for the doors to open. "And what do you want me to do about it? He not only tried to insult you but also tried to defame your character in front of me like he's some kind of saint." He rolled his eyes angrily."But still, I never asked you to take charge of it did I? I never asked you to fight for me. It was between us so why did you have to butt in?" I asked feeling exasperated. "You're always used to creating enemies Davion and I don't want that. Do you know what might happen if he decides to take it out on me? You never try to consider my feelings or emotions. You just do things as if it's your right when it isn't in the first place.""Ol