I visited Samantha a while ago because she said that her anxiety is attacking her again. We had sex but I was not happy with what happened to us. I haven't been in the mood to have fun these past few days. All I could think about was Athara. Every night and day that passes, she's always running in my head. The house is possessed with loneliness again because I'm with no one. Tears flowed when I entered my house. I was temporarily happy because of my parents, the maids and Athara who only smiled and laughed during those days. I sighed heavily. I thought there would be no room in my heart for that woman. I thought I wouldn't be worried when she disappeared from my side. What I thought would be good for her to distance herself from me may turn out to be bad. Now I can no longer watch over her and I don't know what happened to her time after time. I didn't feel like going to the sofa but still my tired feet walked to it and sat above it. I leaned back. I looked at the small table. It's

I am almost there. I can't wait to see Athara again. I never thought the day would come when I would find myself looking for her. Who is she to me? She's a total stranger to me. She was only at my house then so that someone could suffer as a payment for the sins of her parents to me. She is the replacement for the life of my lost child and a large amount of money they owed me that has not been paid. I didn't let her rest even just a couple of hours. There is no day and night that I do not hurt her. I also rape her when she doesn't want to have sex with me. I feel bad for her, realising that I am too cruel to do that. The actions I show Athara are not fair. I was so annoyed with her then. The money her family owed me should have been for my charities. My child would be a big one now if that tragedy hadn't happened that night. When I see her face my blood boils with anger. She reminds me of her bullshit parents. Now, when I stare everywhere, all I see is her. Even in the office, a

I woke up early because my back hurt. I'm also not used to sleeping in a small bed. I stretched before I stood up. I took out my wallet and pulled out a few pages of money. I folded the blanket and put it on the pillow. After that I put the money I took from my wallet under the pillow. I hope the money I left at Richmond will be able to help him and his mother. I got out and immediately went to my car. I decided to roam around early and maybe I could see my wife walking on the street at this early hour. As I was driving I thought of calling my friend Keigan. "Yes? It's too early to call, Theron. What now? What do you want?""I almost circled Syracuse but I didn't find my wife here. Are you sure she's here?"My friend gasped. He doesn't want to wake up too early. He's always partying even when he's alone. Partying is his life so he is always up. When he's not partying, he's busy taking care of children at his charity. "Dude, look for it thoroughly.""Keigan, look, I've been to all

I didn't feel like going out of the apartment that Athara had rented but I have to. I was carrying her clothes slung over my lower arm while her letter was in my left hand. I knocked on the door of the old man's room. After a while, the door opened and old man looked at me straight to the eyes. "Come in, sir," he invited me. I smiled a little and immediately entered. "Take a seat," he said. I nodded and sat down on the soft sofa. I looked around and noticed that the apartments had the same design. It's small but comfortable inside. I even tried to spy to find out if the old man was with someone inside his apartment. "I know you are wondering why my home is so peaceful, sir," he said. I cleared my throat before I spoke. "I'm sorry," I said. He placed on the small table the tray he brought with a pitcher with only juice and two transparent glasses. "You don't need to be sorry. We just buried my beloved wife three days ago, so I will am alone now. Our children are in another c

A few months passed when I started to have my skilled men search for Athara. I am now sitting in my swivel chair in my office. I was constantly thinking about their search for Athara. I hope I don't hear bad news from my men. My men have been almost all over the Asian countries but they still haven't found my wife. The trepidation I felt became even more intense because my men left two countries to search over.The telephone rang on the table but I couldn't pick it up. I was nervous and I just looked at the phone dumbfounded. The telephone stopped ringing for a moment but within a minute it rang again. My hand was shaking and I reached for the phone and immediately brought it to my ear. "Hello," I said on the phone. "Good evening, boss. We're in Taiwan right now and my colleagues are currently circling every corner of the country," said Mark, who was the leader of the group I paid to find Athara in that country. I closed my eyes. This was not the news I wanted to hear from him.