Alle Kapitel von ECHOES OF LOVE: Kapitel 111 – Kapitel 120

Jordan was back to square zero, he shouldn't have gone out today, he should have stayed home but he had been so exhausted from work that he didn't have the strength to cook and had decided to go eat out only for him to see Liam for the first time in nearly three weeks and it couldn't have been anyone else but Mark, why did it had to be someone he knew and he worked with, if it was some unknown face then it won't hurt so bad, he thought he was over Liam but maybe he has been living a lie since.For three weeks, he had done everything else except care about Liam or think about him, each time the thoughts of him came he did his best to throw them out the next moment, not just that, he changed his phone number so that Liam's mom won't call him, because her calling him would only keep him in the past, and he wanted to move on completely, it had taken all his courage to do that and just a few seconds or minutes in Liam's presence has just ruined it, if only he hadn't gone out, or worst of a

"Jordan, say something, please,"Liam pleaded, Jordan just stood there staring at him without saying a word, Liam had waited for him outside, he realized just how much he couldn't stay away from Jordan, after he got home the night before, he had not been able to fall asleep, his head was filled with thoughts of Jordan and everything that he was and meant to home Liam couldn't stay away so he had made up his mind to come to see Jordan and talked to him when he had gotten to his apartment, he hadn't met Jordan at home and had waited outside for him, hoping that he would return and thankfully he did."Liam, I am going to say this and I am going to say it loud and clear, I don't want to have anything to do with you, I don't know why you think it is right to do this but it is not, just fucking get off my face while I am still talking nicely,"Jordan said in a harsh tone."Jordan, listen to me will you?"Liam said in a pleading voice."I am not going to listen to you Liam, I have nothing to

Jordan sat at the park looking at children playing around with their parents, he smiled when he saw a gay couple with their children too, but then the smile faded to be replaced with a frown when he thought of the kids he wanted to have with Liam that didn't happen, well technically, if he allows it, it might still happen but the thing is he didn't want to, Liam can't just break up with him, cut him off, claiming he was with someone else when Jordan tried to make things work with them and turn around to come and tell him that he wants them to be together again, nothing works that way and Jordan wasn't about to allow it,Liam suddenly wanting them to be back together had to be the biggest plot twist ever and it was just too sudden like the shift happened and he didn't even know what caused it, like why didn't he suddenly change his mind when he was finally accepting that he couldn't be with him anymore? When he was finally starting to heal, now he was back begging, why do they always d

Liam wanted Jordan to say another word but he was quiet."Leave this minute Liam,"Jordan said. That's not what Liam had expected him to say, far from it, he didn't expect a positive reaction but telling him to leave wasn't what he expected either."I said that I will get the surgery, I will do it, I just want to have you back Jordan, I miss you so much, I miss us so much, I want us back together,"Liam said pleading intensely, the thought just crawled into his head and he had said it out loud, now that he said it, it didn't sound like such a bad idea, after all, it wasn't as dreadful ad he had thought, it was just like any thing else."Wow, Is that so? Is that what you have decided to do? Pull the surgery card? Well guess what Liam, I don't fucking care, I don't care if you get surgery or die, just don't involve me get the fuck out of my life for good,"Jordan responded. Each word he said placed a hole in Liam's heart that he could feel his heart bleed, still he couldn't blame Jordan

Jordan couldn't believe his eyes when he saw Liam standing in the rain, what the fuck was wrong with him and what did he hope to achieve being in the rain at this time? He would only get sick and he was already sick, how could he not think of his health."Why the fuck are you here again and why are you in the rain Liam? Can't you take a hint? Can't you? It is fucking late and it is raining, you shouldn't be outside,"Jordan shouted at him above the heavy downpour, what the fuck did he think he would achieve being under the rain? He wants to get himself even sicker or what?"I was waiting for you to get back, I didn't want to leave without seeing you,"He said smiling, the idiot was freaking smiling, Jordan didn't see one single thing to smile about but Liam had the audacity to smile while he was wet from the heavy downpour."I don't know why you think it is okay for you to be smiling, you are acting so weird, are you sure your brain is not hurting?"He asked as he walked towards his a