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AIA. 30 - Give me a memory I can use
READ. AT. YOUR. OWN. RISK.Falling into placesKairos Gregor Rouvin – Vejar"What happened?!"I am frantic as I am talking to Alejandros. Alba was sitting on the couch while looking at us. Elisha was with her. Si Eros ay nasa lap ni Pan at tulog na tulog na. Everyone in the family is awake and we are going to look for Ada. Mariake is crying and shivering. I am worried about her too – pero mas nag-aalala ako sa prinsesa ko."I saw her leaving the house. I checked on Alba kasi, Kairos tapos napa-look ako sa window and then, I saw her leaving. I thought, I was namamalikmata pero it was real! Like, I went here to check on her, the twins were asleep on the crib but Ada's nowhere to be found so I came to the house again and woke Elisha and here we are now. We like have to find her.""Mr. Pops is gone." Iake said. "Umalis talaga siya. She always takes the bear with her.""God! Mariake, how can you be so pabaya?" I heard Dione in the background. "Iyong dapat nagpapahinga na kami, pati parents
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Epilogue: Million Years
Kairos Gregor Rouvin Vejar'sDay one"Ako na."I smiled at Mariake right after I took from her the big box she was holding. We were on the stairs and she was trying to out the box to the nursery. Nilagpasan ko siya pagkatapos ay dumiretso na ako sa loob ng gagawing nursery. I had my people fix things here in the house. I am very excited about them coming home."Papa, look po, I found these po sa toys namin ni Ate. Pwede bai tong ilagay sa crib ng babies?"I put down the box to accommodate Ada. She was holding a musical mobile. I remember that thing. It was the first thing I bought for Danielle when I learned that Mariake was pregnant with her – na hindi na iyon false alarm. I didn't know how or what to feel back then, but one thing is for sure, I am excited to see Danielle. I wanted Mariake to give birth the next day."Why, Papa? Why are you silent? Nagugutom ba ikaw?" Ada asked me again. Ginulo ko iyong buhok niya at saka tumawa."This is the first toy I bought for Ate Danielle." I t
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Seduced
Prologue: O to the M to the G!Since I was five years old, I know that something inside of me is different. First, I have three sisters, Amalthea, Pan and Dionne, they are all pretty and they all like pretty things. I also have a brother; his name is Kairos Gregor Rouvin Vejar. We're supposed to always play together but Kairos likes playing tough games like rugby, football and others. Habang ako, I like playing tea party with my sisters. I love brushing Pan's hair, I love braiding Ate Amal's hair. I love putting lipstick on Dionne's lips. I love hanging out with my sisters so much.When I was eight years old, Pan introduced me to her new friend, Elisha Marie Limaco Magkaklase sila ni Pan at sabi nila mag-best friend daw sila. Pan and I and my other siblings study at the same school. Araw-araw kaming magkakasama kaya araw-araw rin naming kasama si Elisha.Elisha became a part of our lives. Kumbaga, parang extended sister na siya. Mama became very close to her. Wala rin namang kapatid s
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Seduced.01: False
Alejandros'"Have you heard from Elisha?"I did not react. I just sat there and ate my pasta while I listen to my boyfriend and my sister talk about the woman I fucked and probably the mother of my child now. It's been two years since I last heard from Elisha and no one really knows where she is. She went off the grid. Even her parents don't have a single idea of where she is right now. She's not missing – she just doesn't want to be found."I kinda miss her." Pan said. Sabino seconded her. I remained quiet."Babe, are you okay?" Sabino asked me. I looked at him and smiled."Of course. I miss her too. I just hope she is okay." I smiled at the two. Sabino kissed my knuckles and wiped the side of my lip. I didn't know that I had something in there. I wasn't myself. I am not myself for two years now. My mind is where Elisha is right now. How I wished that I went after her to ask her. What if he's pregnant? What if I got her pregnant? I haven't told anyone about what happened to us. I can
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Seduced.03 - Gulo
Alejandros'"What are we even doing here, Alele? Buntis ako, tapos kung saan – saan mo ako dinadala?"I was still inside the car with Cachi by my side. Yes, she is very pregnant but I really needed someone to be with right now. Ngayong araw ko kakausapin si Elisha. After a long while, after finding out that she had lost our baby. I am inside my car looking at the house she lives in. It doesn't look safe. It was an old hous, sa ilalim ay ay barber shop, na may nagche-chess sa gilid, sa right side may tindahan na may mangiginom sa kanto. I looked at Cachi who was eating her McDonald take out. She was savoring the cheesey friens. Suminghap pa siya habang kumakagat."Wis, Ateng! Six months na iyang tyan mo, kung umarte ka para kang naglilihi pa rin!" I told her. Hinampas niya ako sa balikat."Ano bang ginagawa natin dito?!" She hissed at me.I sighed. "Kakausapin ko si Lisha. It's been almost a year and a half, kailangan na naming mag-usap.""But I thought that she lost your baby? Why do
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Seduced.04 - Confused
Lisha's"Gusto mo bang pakasalan kita?"Napatingin ako kay Alejandros matapos niyang sabihin sa akin iyon. Hindi ko alam kung nararapat bang sagutin koi yon. Hindi ko alam kung bakit niya kailangan itanong iyon sa akin? Kung normal na sitwasyon siguro, baka, sumagot ako ng oo. May anak na kaming dalawa, wala man kaming relasyon pero gusto kong bigyan si Alba ng maayos na buhay, iyong may buong pamilya kami, iyong masaya. Sa sobrang pagkatulala ko sa kanya ay napaluha ako. Nagulat naman si Alejandros."Huy, h'wag kang umiyak, baka isipin ng mga tambay sa kanto na inaaway kita! Baka gahasain nila ako!" Frantic na sabi niya. Agad kong pinahid ang mga luha ko. Inayos ko ang sarili ko. I reminded myself that what we have isn't normal just like the others. Bakla si Alejandros at kaibigan ko siya, hindi ko kukunin sa kanya ang kalayaan niya. He's a good man and a good friend and I am sure that he is going to be a good father. I am not going to take it away from him because he deserves to be
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Seduced.05 - Confessions
Alejandros'I wasn't able to come to Lisha's for three days because of work. Napakarami kong ginagawa buti na nga lang at nandyan si Kairos para hatian ako sa trabaho. Nakikibalita rin naman ako sa company ko and the people there told me that Sabino is back in the country and he's the one in-charge of the fall make – up collection. I really wanted to go to the company because I wanna see him, iyon nga lang, nahihiya ako sa kanya."Catherine's not answering my calls." Nagulat ako nang magsalita si Kairos sa tabi ko. Hindi ko napansin na nakapasok na siya sa office naming dalawa. We share the same space. May dalawang table lang doon na magkaharap. Minimal lang ang design sa office namin, the tables, the couch, sa tingin ko ang attraction ng office namin ay ang view ng airport sa likod.I eyed my brother. Can he really be this insensitive?"Baka naman busy iyong tao." Sabi ko na lang."Busy? Wala naman siyang ginagawa sa Qatar. Wala siyang work. She's just there for a vacation. Pinauuwi
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Seduced. 06 - With or without
Alejandros'Sasama akong sumundo kay Elisha ngayon. I woke up early because I have to take a bath and shave and do all my morning rituals. I was looking at myself in the mirror thinking about my actions. I am gay. I know that I am still gay but why the hell am I being attracted by her lips, her hips and her breasts.I sighed. I am back to being confused again. Oh to the M to the G.Nagbihis na ako at lumabas ng kwarto. I was told by the maids that Mama and Papa was waiting for me in the dining area kaya dumaan muna ako roon. I saw my whole family there. Si Kairos ay pinapakain si Mariake ng fruits. Ang laki na kasi ng tyan ng hipag ko at mukhang tuwang – tuwa sila Mama at Papa sa pinagagawa ni Kairos. If they only know..."I'm leaving, Ma. I'm going to pick up Lisha and Alba.""We're coming with you." Sabi ni Papa sa akin. "All of us. Even Mariake." Napatingin ako sa kanya. "Anak, we're doing this together. Pamilya tayo at hindi ka namin iiwanan.""Your father is right." Dagdag pa ni
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Seduced.07 - Three is a crowd
Elisha's"Nakakahiya naman po, Tita, halos kayo na po ang nag-iiwi kay Alba."Hiyang - hiya talaga ako kay Tita Gianna kasi halos siya na ang nag-aalaga kay Alba. Hindi pa kasi kami umuuwi sa bahay na binili ni Alejandros. Dalawang araw na kami ni Alba dito sa mansion at sa dalawang araw na iyon, damang – dama ko iyong pagtanggap nila sa amin ng anak ko. I was smiling at her. Si Tita Gianna naman ay natawa lang. We were having breakfast in their gazebo."Anong nakakahiya? Anak ni Alejandros ang anak mo. Mahal na kita bata ka pa lang so anong nakakahiya, Elisha?" Hindi ako nakasagot. Hinawakan niya ang kamay ko. "How are you and you're family? Nagkausap na ba kayo ng Mama mo?"Umiling ako. "If I go home now, Mama would tell me how disappointed she is of me. Wala naman po kasi akong kapatid, Tita, so ako lang talaga ang nakikita at nakikita nila, I am a disappointment in the family." I laughed. Dinaan ko na lang sa tawa ang lahat kahit medyo masakit na ang nararamdaman ko. Hindi ko ipap
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Seduced.08 - Si Bes ay...
Elisha’s“Nasaan ba si Alejandros?”Nabungaran ko na si Cachi sa kusina namin. Iyong maid niyang si Paula ang nagluluto ng almusal habang dala niya si Rom kasi dumedede ito sa kanya. It’s easy to distinguish the twins, si Rem kasi palaging naka-green na suot tapos si Rom, blue. Mukhang okay na naman na si Cachi, hindi ko na siya naririnig na umiiyak o kung ano-ano ang sinasabi. Ang alam ko normal naman sa kapapanganak ang malungkot. Ako nga after kong manganak, ayaw kong hawakan si Alba. Umiiyak ako nang walang dahilan but then I got better and it’s all because of Alba too.“Baka pumasok na sa work. Alam ko, bukas pa siya babalik kasi may seminar yata sila sa office niya.” Naupo ako sa silya sa tabi niya. I was smiling as I was looking at Rom, ang cute noong baby, ang pula ng pisngi.“Si Alba?” She asked again.“Tulog pa. In-on ko iyong baby alarm para marinig ko siya. Kakulit, kagabi ay halos hatinggabi na natulog, naglalaro kasi sila ni Alele nang kung ano, hagikgik nang hagikgik.”
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