Lahat ng Kabanata ng Rejected By The Ruthless Alpha: Kabanata 11 - Kabanata 20
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Cansil was standing out of my house in the flesh. Now, it was beginning to make sense why mom and dad was acting they were just seeing me for the first time. In the history of my time here, I had never had friends. Neera had been the only one who hung out with me when we were still kids. But, now, I wished I had never pulled her close to me. She had joined the rest in making a mockery of me, and it was not something that I could easily forgive.I shook the memory away, and focused on Cansil’s grinning face. “I don’t get it,” I said calmly. “How are you here?”He shrugged. “I ran in my wolf form, and shifted when I got to your place. Unfortunately, your dad caught me butt naked,” he said with an inconspicuous wink.I gasped in shock. I turned back to the house, and noted that my parents were still staring at me. Ok, that was getting weird. Closing the door firmly behind, I walked over to Cansil who had pushed himself off the tree, and walking to meet me halfway.“How could you do that?
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SIRAMy head was spinning and I was trying hard to think positive thoughts. But, whenever I looked at anyone, I felt that they were talking about me. The lecture had been a nightmare, and it had taken all I had not to sink into the floor. Why couldn’t they treat me normally for once? No, that was never going to happen. I should have known that at this point.I grabbed my bag tightly as I made my way out of there. I was beyond sad at this point, but I was hoping for some sort of miracle. I swallowed hard as I moved. The talk of my video was almost everywhere. Hopefully, Cansil didn’t wait up for me, which meant he wouldn’t hear what they were talking about me. I could only hope at this point. “Sira!”I sighed. This is what I got for wishing that he had not being around. I reluctantly turned around and saw that Cansil was grinning at me as he waved at me. Maybe, I was worried for nothing. It didn’t seem like he knew about the video.“Hi,” I managed as I slowly walked over to him. The
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SIRA“Let’s go to the eatery,” Cansil said beside me.I sighed lightly as I walked with Cansil on the pathway after grabbing my back. I knew Eros was still looking at me from the garden doorway, and that made me more nervous. I couldn’t even pretend that he was not there because his scent was all over the place.“I should leave,” I whispered.“No, you wouldn’t,” Cansil said firmly, and I couldn’t help but look up at him. “I know you want to eat because you haven’t had something edible, so let me take care of you instead, ok?”I nodded. He was being too nice, but I wished he wouldn’t say that out loud because I didn’t want Eros to have a different idea of our friendship. I had no idea why I cared if that were to happen, but I did. I actually felt guilty which was weird because Eros had rejected our bond. Was it normal to feel this type of way after such an incident?I had no-one to ask because it wasn’t everyday that people rejected their mates. I sighed in frustration at all the feel
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SIRAI was now in Er0s pack house, and was trying my best to focus on the task at hand. Cansil was lunging around the woods, waiting for me to return and I was grateful for that. He really took being my protector seriously.It was the first time that any of my mates had tried to be kind to me, and I was glad. I didn’t feel like I was so alone anymore, and I felt I could be a part of a pack and the bigger picture. Cansil was truly sent by the goddess to relieve me of my heartbreak.I sighed as I swept the area as calmly as I could. I was damn tired, and I wanted to crash in a bed, but I couldn’t do that too. Everything was so cray these days, and I would have to make sure that there was no speckle of dust in here, so I wouldn’t have to loose my job.In between the chores, I scented a unique scent. Was that Eros? With a gasp, I looked up and he was standing by the door, looking at me like he knew something that I didn’t. A sheen of sweat coated my brows which had nothing to do with my
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SIRAEros pulled me against his body and then in one move, I was slammed across the nearby wall so fast that my head spun. I couldn’t even think properly at think properly at all. My tears was wild as it rolled down my eyes. “How dare you talk to me that way?” He snapped.I panted. “I was only saying the truth. You don’t treat me right, so you don’t have the right to talk about my friend. Cansil is a good man, and he has proven it at so many points that he has my best interest at hand. He is the kindest human ever, and that is something that can never be changed. I can’t say the same for you,” I muttered.I shook in fear as he glared right at me. I shouldn’t have said that, but I couldn’t seem to shut up. I was simply spitting out all of my though, and that was foolhardy. Oh, Moon Goddess! I had to get a grip on reality. I was really loosing it. Eros face loomed closer to me. “You’re misstepping,” he said calmly.I closed my eyes in pain of those words. “You did it first,” I cried
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SIRAI have been sulking for a couple of minutes. I didn’t get it at all. Why couldn’t I do things the way I wanted for once? Ugh! I rolled on my small bed till I fell down on my butt. Ouch! It was not as though I had so many friends, so they had to restrict me.No-one visited me at all.I was literally a loner.I had no-one.Then, why couldn’t I have Cansil as my friend? I could remember how dad looked at me the first time Cansil had come over. It was as though he couldn’t quite believe that a male friend had come to visit me at all.Was it because Cansil was a male, and not a female, so he found it hard to actually believe a word that I said? It was so annoying that this kept on repeating itself. My father should really get past his sexist thoughts and realise I wasn’t happy. I had informed them about this very fact the last time, but they had not done anything about it.A knock…Now, what do they want? I walked over to the door, and sprang it open. Mom stood at the other side of t
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SIRAI stared at Cansil. He seemed so serious with his accusations, and he had hit home. How do I act like Eros didn’t do what he claimed without making it seem like I was covering up? I was never a good liar, and that was the problem.“I should go and…”“Stop, Cansil. You wouldn’t get into a problem because you are so mad unnecessarily. Eros didn’t do anything wrong. It is all a misunderstanding,” I said quickly.Cansil gave me one of his serious looks. “Are you sure about this?I nodded quickly. I hated lying to him because he had been so kind to me, but I had no choice. The last thing we needed was a war between packs because of me. War was never good, and it ought to be avoided at all means. This was one of the reasons I was trying to hide things. Another reason I wouldn’t be able to tell him the truth is because I didn’t want two men to fight over me. The gossip would be relentless and to me, it was a waste of time. It was best to handle things in another light to avoid more sca
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SIRAI stood there for a long time as I wished that Cansil was there with me. It had taken me a minute to figure out who those men were and I felt sad that he had to be manhandled like that. He was the crowned Alpha for crying out loud, and he ought to be treated with respect, but nothing of that light was being shown to the world.“Excuse me, madam,” someone said behind me.Madam? I was still quite young so I don’t understand why I was being called that. Anyway, all I wanted to do was to vanish from all these. I didn’t want to stay here for a minute longer. Without turning to look at who had called me, I ran as fast as I could, going out of the market.A couple of my mates could be seen at the other side of the road. I quickly turned my direction. I didn’t know where I was going. I simply moved like there was no tomorrow. I wanted nothing more but for them all to disappear. It was so annoying that they would keep doing things.I didn’t know when I got to the fountain. I was so tired
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SIRAMy eyes bulged out of my sockets. I should have expected this. My eyes went round in pain, and I wished that all these would stop. Neera’s fingers tightened around the chin area. “What have I done?” I cried.“Shut up!” Neera snapped.I swallowed the lump in my throat. This was so unfair that all these was happening to me. She had simply deceived my parents to get to me. I was so scared about what all these really meant. I didn’t want this to keep happening anymore.“Look at you writhe,” she mocked. I tried to shift my gaze, but she jerked my chin closer even more, like she want to suck all my energy from me. It worst moment of my life, and I had nothing to save myself with.“You really think that you stand a chance with Eros. I know I informed you earlier, but I would tell you again. If you try to get close to him, then blood would flow, and it would definitely not be mine. Don’t say I didn’t warn you. You’re a lowlife, and you should remain that way,” she snapped coldly, and th
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SIRA I stared at Eros. He looked at me like he was bored out of his mind, and it made my stomach tighten painfully. Why had I been brought to this class? I looked at Cansil, and he seemed oblivious of my panic. The thing is, I wanted to flee, but at the same time, I didn’t want to look like a coward, so I put my head down and followed Cansil into the class. He walked deeper and faster into the class, and I quickened my pace too. Then, suddenly, I hit him from behind. He was quick as he turned around, stabilising me in the process.“Sorry,” I muttered.“It’s fine,” Cansil said softly as helped me to my sit.I swallowed the lump in my throat when he sat down beside me. How was I going to handle all these right now? I had no idea what I was going to do to get out of the awful situation that I had found myself. I turned to Cansil, and he was beaming. That only made me more upset. Why did this have to happen like this? I wish there was a way to handle the situation in a way that I might
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