Lahat ng Kabanata ng FALLEN: HIS ALONE: Kabanata 31 - Kabanata 40

LUCASI woke up the next morning, and I felt a little better, and a little bit energized, so I smiled to myself, and stretched out...You know, you gonna exercise once in a while so you don't look like a dumpling, hahahaYes, I was in a good mood today, and it became a whole lot better when I saw my assignment note on the bed, the blank pages that I had left untouched were already scribbled with answers, and it really made my heart warm, cause he did that for me, even though they were all completely wrong, and I would definitely fail them if I submitted it that way, but I really didn't care, and really didn't want to correct it either, cause it was his handwriting, my boyfriend's..."Oh damn"I covered my blushing face with my palm, but it only made me blush harder, so I got up, and went to look for him in the bathroom, cause I wanted to thank him, and keep taking care of him like a good wife I was"Wife?...what?...where did that thought came out from?"I blushed harder, and knew I wou

WARNING: HEARTBREAKING"I am yours, so please don't give me back to myself"....LUCASEvening set in, and the night was approaching, the sky was already dark too, but my heart was the most darkest of them allIt was empty....void of every emotion, it was so broken, and I knew it would never be fixed again, cause I searched literally everywhere, even the entrance of the university that was like so many kilometers away for him, only him, but he was still nowhere, and I really didn't know what to do anymore, I really didn't now that my owner had abandoned his puppyIt was no lie that I was scared, I needed help, and I would never forgive my father for this, cause did he really think that my grades would ever come up after causing all this shit...Mmm let me think, Never!, but even if it ends up miraculously coming up, he had already lost his son in the processDamnit!, why did you do this to me, huh?...And why did you leave me Elias...I cried out again, and I was the real definition of

"Don't want to hide the truth, don't want to murder you, but with the beast inside, there's no where I can hide..."....ELIAS"Happy!"I yelled out to my inner demons immediately I closed the door, and left him, left him alone broken, and ruined.God, I was such a heartless being, and am so sorry Lucas, for every single pain I made you pass through, but...but this was for the best, wasn't it?...I closed my eyes, I was about to cry, but I stopped myself when I saw the fucking housemaster, he was looking at me, giving me a look that I had no clue of, but hated it, hated it so fucking much, that it made me instantly mad"I know you are fucking happy with all of this as well"I spat out, and glared at him, and I swear I could have just left like that...I wanted to cause it would be foolish enough to associate myself with the trash, after what just happened in the room, but before I could, he grabbed me by the wrist...How he, the old damn man miraculously manage to come out of his offic

LUCASI told him I loved him, but he didn't say it back, and left me either way, sad huh?...I sighed out, and played with my pen as I told Sophie about every shit that happened two days ago. Yes, two days had flew by, and am literally barely alive, and No, I wasn't mad that I didn't ended the friendship with Sophie, because of what had happened that day...Nah, I would be too dramatic if I ended our friendship because of what she said to meTo be honest, I kinda even understood why, and I guess it was because she was literally at her limits then, it was obvious something was wrong with her, but all I did was blabber out all my worries to her, without even caring if she was fine or not, and to be really plain honest, I kinda feel bad about it...about always focused on myself, cause it's really shitty"I don't blame either of you, rather I blame damn life, it's shitty, and so dramatic, that you can't even be able to control any fucking thing that happens, ugh!"I heard her voice, it bro

Tell me every terrible things you ever did, and let me love you either way...LUCASI had a few more lectures that day, after little miss lover girl Sophie ran away from me, and seriously, I was so lonely all by myself, but I literally really won the award of being the world most lonely man ever, when I returned back to the room.The room that haunted me....the room that was filled with his memories everywhere, and the room....the fucking room that reminded me of every single thing about him, even though I was literally trying to forget about him...God"Elias..."I mumbled out his name for the first time in three days, and felt like my heart shattered again...well it did, and it was probably because I had broke my promise to never utter his name again, so that I could heal, but how on fucking earth was I suppose to live this way, when the entire room was originally his, and I always fucking imagine him next to me when I sleep, so after much thinking, I frustratedly packed up my bags,