Lahat ng Kabanata ng LEV PETROV (Wild Men Series #3) Book 1: Kabanata 41 - Kabanata 50

BREE'Behave. I'll see you on Friday.'Iyon ang mga huling salitang binitawan ni Lev bago ako iwan sa gitna ng dilim, tutop ang bibig ang kumakabog ang dibdib. Enthralled and confused.Shit. That rhymes. Okay, the first part may sound like broken poetry but my point is, that's how I felt towards the man and his presence.He's an enigma. And I'm doomed."Wait. Is he asking me for a date?" Parang baliw na tanong ko sa sarili nang ma-realize ang kahulugan sa likod niyon.Inis na sinabunutan ko ang buhok baka sakaling mahanap ko ang sense sa lahat ng ito. Nang walang makapa, itinukod ang mga kamay sa railings ng bintana. May kalahating oras nang nakaalis si Lev pero nakatanga pa rin ako sa bintana't nakatunghay sa gazebo kung saan kami nakatayo't nag usap kanina.Tila broken record na nagpe-playback sa utak ko ang mga nangyari.Lev kissed me, softly at first and then passionately. The man unapologetically claimed my lips twice in a row, sweeping me off my feet in ways I couldn't imagine p

BREEFATE decided it for me. Hindi ko na kailangan pang magpakahirap dahil kahit anong gawin ko, iisa lang ang magiging resulta.I will still end up sitting in this arena with the roaring crowds and death, surrounding me.Two nights ago, I loathe this place and all it represents. Upon hearing that Ally will still push through with this fight, hindi ako mapakali. Hindi nga ako nakatulog sa sobrang pag-aalala. Kaysa buwesiten ko ang mga guards sa bahay, I decided to watch.Ito ang ikalawang beses kong aapak sa lugar na 'to and I swear this will be my last. Kung hindi lang kay Ally, nungka na manonood ako ng laban n'ya.He's against it but then napahinuhod rin siya ni Karen. She told him that we will just sneak in if he'll be hellbent against it. Masama ang loob na pumayag ito sa kundisyon na never kaming aalis sa kinauupuan. We also brought some guards with us to make sure na 'di na mauulit ang nangyari noong nakaraan.Kinusot ko ang mga mata. Bakit ba ang dilim ng lugar na 'to?Hindi k

BREEI'M IN BETWEEN hell and heaven. Ramdam ko pa rin ang parusa ng baliw na si Lev. Every time na tatagilid ako, hindi ko maiwasang hindi ngumiwi. My ass is burning. Lalo pang na-highten sa telang suot ko at ang kawalan ko ng panloob.Yeah. RIP, undies.I heaved a sigh and discreetly studies my surrounding. From the floor-to-ceiling glass walls right before me to the bar on the far side that houses different kinds of booze, down to the plush chairs and muted yellow pin lights. This place screams luxury and sin.Nang mahagip ng paningin ko ang mga kasama sa loob ng silid, hindi ko mapigilang kilabutan. After that 'small talk' with Lev, he dropped me here and disappeared with Trace and Jeru.Naiwan ako sa piling ng ilang mga kaibigan ni Lev at ng mga tauhan nila. Sa piling ng Foedus. Doc Jake made it his mission to introduce me to their men. It's a blur of Isauis, Nite, Apollo, Keros, Kit, Keyller and Isaiah. Or at least iyon ang mga pangalan na natandaan ko.Two things I am certain of

TW: Cute and swoon-worthy scenes ahead. Lols. Enjoy.BREEME and Lev. We're opposites. That's what I surmise when I saw him right outside our gate, leaning in his supercar like he owns the world.How can a nightmare be this gorgeous?From Lev's dark, slicked-back hair, to the aviator's that is sitting on top of his straight nose, down to the charcoal pants that are hugging his long strong thighs and his expensive Italian shoes. Everything about Lev is sleek and dark. Black.Blackheart. Black soul.He's a nightmare and I should force myself to wake up now but why do I find myself staring? Admiring like a fool.Napalunok ako. Wala sa loob na niyuko ko ang sarili. I'm all white. The virginal and so casual. Biniro pa nga ako ni Kah na mahihiya sa akin ang Tide at Ariel sa sobrang puti ng suot kong plain bodycon dress at Nike Airmax.Kung gaano kagarbo at elegante niyang tingnan, siya namang kaswal ng sa akin. Salungat. He's the night to my day. The gray in my whites and all the blacks in

LEVMY MOMMY said that when I closed my eyes, happy thoughts will invade my brain. Pastel clouds, flying unicorns, and enchanting dreams will fill it. But she forgot to tell me that nightmares are also dreams. The kind that wrapped its evil hands around my throat and makes me paralyzed.Dark clouds loom around me. Fear suffocates me.Sabi nila, nakakalimutan natin ang mga memories ng ating kabataan. I called that bullshit. I remember mine. Vividly.Every sound. Every smell. Every monster.Their voices and her whimpers.Nadakot ko ang dibdib bigla. A sneaky beast in a form of a large snake with crimson eyes was staring at me while I'm inside a small moldy box. He's hissing, showing the venomous forked tongue. It seems that we're at a standstill. He's thinking about whether to bite me, I'm not thinking at all. My subconscious is willing the reptile to attack me. Making this nightmare my permanent castle.Pero sinong niloko ko? Sa bangungot na ito, I'm just a helpless boy here. Cornered.