I pace the floor of the waiting room, constantly asking the nurse for him to be told he's not on the system, what if she lied? For all, I know Marcus could be at home waiting for me. I feel myself losing control, how can he have me like this in such a short time? I don’t want to leave without knowing he is okay."Anaya." I turn and see Jackson, running to him I hug him, Marcus nowhere around. He looks like he's been crying."Please don't." I look at him my whole world smashing, why does it take something like this to make you realise just how much someone meant? Now I have lost him, I begin crying, Jackson looking at me confused."Why are you here Anaya?" He looks at me waiting for my reply."Where else would I be? I need to see him, Jackson. Please, how bad is he?" He steps back and looks at me like I am crazy, everyone in the waiting room staring at us."Anaya, what are you talking about?" Does he not know? I look at him, his face bruised and bloodied, did he fight with Marcus again

I walk over and find Marcus with Jackson."Would it be wrong of me to give Alena a glass, and tell her I forgive her?" They both turn to me like I am crazy."Yes!" Their words are said together."Anaya please don't. You doing that is giving her the way out, she will instantly think she got away with it. Don't accept her apology, not that she has given you one yet." Jackson looks at me, and I nod."If you do, I will punish you, simple. You can't do something that goes against a punishment when you know that person is punished." I nod and smile."I won't, it was just an idea. I thought if I were to offer her a drink, she would maybe hate me a little less.""You will have plenty of time to become friends, no doubt you will be asking her for advice on planning the wedding." Jackson points out, and he is right. Alena and Georgina are the two people I know I will be asking."Sir." We all turn to Alena again, she doesn't give up, does she?"Alena, you have been told." She nods and turns, bef

"Hey." Jackson smiles as he sits."Jackson was not here Anaya, I don't think it is fair to keep him hidden upstairs so you don't know, and Alena doesn't find out." I nod."I highly doubt she will think I am here after what she saw." Jackson laughs and I look at him confused."You naked, surrounded by food stood there unmoving, I am pretty sure that scene would have made her think I was elsewhere." Oh, that’s why."Well, I won't be telling her. I will go upstairs and give you some space." I go to stand, Jackson's hand grabbing my arm."No, you will stay right where your Master put you." He smiles and I nod looking at Marcus, yeah, he never gave me permission to move."Anyway, no doubt in the next few days you and Alena will be friends, so I want everything out on the table now." I look at him nodding, what does it have to do with me?"I left Alena; I want her to be 100% sure she wants me. I am guessing now she realises she does. She didn't come running here to get Marcus. Instead, she

I stand waiting for his orders. "Clothes removed Kitty" I do as I'm told. "Arms up." I stop. "Arms up kitty." I listen to Jackson and put my arms up. I feel the leather wrap around my wrists, someone said it was happening tonight. "Feet apart kitten."I do as I'm told for Marcus, feeling the large cuffs wrap around my ankles, and being fastened to the floor. "Tonight will be quick. Nothing too big, we will start slow." Nodding, I'm slightly disappointed, I understand though. I have no idea how I will react with two guys. The leather strokes down my back, and the flogger hits my ass, as someone's mouth sucks on my nipples, his hand grasps my breast, squeezing as his tongue continues to tease. My head falls back, pleasure taking over at the sensation as the flogger hits harder and I feel the clamp close on my nipple. His mouth teases my other nipple, sucking it into his mouth as his hand grasps it, his teeth bite down making me moan as he pulls away, fastening the clamp on. His m

TW: Talk of abortion, and Stillbirth.I look everywhere, just to try to distract my mind from what I am about to do. I feel in control this way; if I choose to keep this baby, I have no control over if that baby survives or not."Anaya." I look up to see Jackson looking at me, why is he here?"Alena can't make it, so I am here instead for support." I nod, not wanting to talk, for a short while we sit quietly not speaking."Anaya." I look at him."Are you sure?" I nod silently, I am not sure, but the fear of losing a baby that I grow attached to is breaking my heart."Can I tell you a story?" I nod to him."I know how you feel." I turn shocked, how does he?"Caroline and I, we had conceived Tallulah, oh she was so beautiful. I remember the day she was born; it was one of the happiest days of my life, while been the worst day". He looks at his feet."Tallulah was special, unlike any other baby. She was born with only half a heart. We had no idea until after she was born. I remember sitt