Seductive Vibrations Book Five Crazed Obsession のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 121 - チャプター 130

TW: DEPRESSION SUICIDEJackson leans over to Anaya whispering."On you kitten, I can fight him for it, but it won't help you were the last one to get him to stop drinking; actually you're the only one who has." Anaya nods walking towards him, the last time he was this drunk was after she found out he had cheated and he kept trying to kiss her."Marcus, talk to me, please." Anaya steps closer, as he finishes the glass and fills it again, her head shaking as she reaches past him and takes the bottle. "Say something please, Marcus, say anything." He can feel it all, normally he is numb, but now he feels everything. "Please, for me Marcus." He feels his heart-breaking, hearing her voice."I can feel it, everywhere, my knees, my heart, soul, head, everywhere. Normally it is numb, it isn't numb." His head shakes, why couldn't he have stayed numb, he was surviving then, but now he feels like his whole body is on fire."What can you feel Marcus?" Anaya steps forward, her hand on the glass as

"Go get an early night kitten." Anaya shakes her head smiling, she is fine. It is better for them both to be here if needed. Jackson laughs shaking his head."Stubborn brat." Anaya nods smiling."That I am sir, I will cook tea though, any word from MJ?" Jackson glances at the clock; they should have heard from him by now."Nothing Kitten." She nods walking out to cook; she will cook for Marcus even if it means waking him and forcing him to eat. Standing she cooks, afterwards carrying the plates through handing one to Jackson."Food Marcus, you need to eat." Marcus sits up taking the plate, his eyes settling on the food as she walks out and gets hers before walking back in and sitting. They sit eating quietly, Jackson looking at Marcus. When he is better, he will shout, right now though he won't. They hear the knock, and Jackson stands up."That will be MJ, as much as I don't want any more pills in you, you have to take them." Jackson walks out and unlocks the door. He can't leave it u

"For you to wear, Jackson told me to make sure I packed your stuff. I had the club idea and this is the result." She holds up the dress, and Anaya's eyes widen."Think of the amazing pictures for Jackson." Analise laughs, Anaya takes the dress and gets ready, soon finding herself in the club relaxing and having fun.Marcus looks at Jackson confused."What are you up to Jackson?" Jackson laughs."Nothing. You two are paranoid, I just realised since the wedding it hasn't been a fun time or a chance to relax. We didn't book a honeymoon, we planned to hide away here. It's something to cheer her up and spoil her." Demitri nods at Jackson's words."That is what he told Analise and me." Marcus nods."You go, Demitri and MJ are here, why are you, Jackson? Go see your wife." Jackson laughs."Yeah right. She is on a girl's night Marcus, I am not just going to walk in and demand she leaves them and everything planned for me. Plus it is late no doubt she is just sitting with them drinking." Marcu

"While you say you're fine Marcus, I can still see it. That doesn't mean we will be sitting at your ass watching your every move. If you're going out, we want to know where, or one of us come with you." Marcus nods, he won't argue with them."Fine with me, how long for?" Marcus looks at Jackson, his shoulder shrugging."Till that look in your eyes is gone, or I see that you have a good reason behind you to stop you doing it. You have to remember when your feeling like that to talk to us Marcus, even if you think it will destroy everything, as it won't. That is your mind telling you it will, you spoke about how you feel, did it really destroy anything or change things you didn't want to?" Marcus looks at Jackson nodding. Jackson looks at him confused, what the hell has changed? Marcus points at Anaya, her eyes widening."Come on, there is no way my words would stop you. The real Anaya at that moment would have said a smart remark like fuck you, or Sorry you're not my Master anymore. Yo

"So you're okay now then?" Anaya looks at Marcus as he nods."Yeah, budge over I will help." Anaya looks at him."I am capable of cooking you remember that right" Marcus nods smiling at her."How can I forget? Honestly, it is just to give me something to do, how was your ladies' night?" Marcus looks at her as he smiles, amused."What are you looking so amused for?" He laughs shaking his head."Nothing, just I remember Demitri and the call from Analise with her sulking she lost her playdate for the night that is all." Anaya nods laughing."She will survive one night without Demitri keeping her company or me." She stops moving, Demitri is coming tonight. She looks at Marcus and then towards the stairs."I need to speak to Jackson about something he's forgotten, watch the food for me." Marcus shakes his head."He remembered, hence him upstairs sorting the room." Anaya nods feeling awkward, she hadn't thought of how these things will work with Marcus here. He moves, nudging her smiling."