Lahat ng Kabanata ng Lost Queen: Kabanata 81 - Kabanata 90

ADRIANAMy first thought when Xander’s lips meet mine is that this is wrong, I shouldn’t be doing this. Then his tongue slipped into my mouth. And whatever pushed me to even think about kissing him the first time wins.I lose any semblance of control I have and kiss him back with as much hunger as he is kissing me.I don’t know where I get the knowledge from, or how I know how to do this but somehow, I am great at it. I meet his tongue stroke for stroke, my hand in his hair, tangled in the silky tresses.God, his hair is so soft. Even softer that it looks. Is it possible anyone is this perfect?I’m fully straddling him now. Sitting between his open legs and feeling every hard inch of him. I pull my lips away from his and breathe out through my mouth. It comes out as a soft moan.Xander’s eyes meet mine, burning with desire and impatience.I open my mouth to speak and he pauses. I don’t know what I want to say. I could do nothing but stare at him. He speaks underneath his breath before

ADRIANA“Is that cool with you?”I blinked. Staring at Daciana with my mouth agape. I tried to think of anything that she might have been talking about so I’ll give her a reply. But my mind is painfully blank, as it has been for the past few days.Wait, no. It is not blank. It is filled with the images of a certain dark haired brooding male with dark eyes. The same man who is currently striding into the dining room. Looking good as hell in his black pinstripe suit. As always.You’ll have to forcefully cut him off from black if you want to stop seeing him in them.“What do you want?” Daciana grumbles at the sight of her brother, her attention going back to him.I breathe out a sigh of relief, glad he distracted her from me and my lack of attention. Not that it meant I was particularly happy to see him. I was kind of hoping he would go ahead and pretend he doesn’t see me.But when has my wish ever come true? Never. Because even right now, Xander was staring at me like I’m the only perso

ADRIANAThe conversation I had with Xander in the morning is still ringing in my head. I couldn’t believe he said any of what he did.I was too stunned, baffled that I couldn't even think of a response. I froze on the spot and kept staring at him like he had grown two heads.“I'm not saying you have to respond right now or even have an answer." He breathed out when I didn’t say anything even after about five minutes.It felt like five hours if I'm being honest.“Take your time. I’ll be here when you feel you’re ready and you’re comfortable with all this.” He brought my hand up to his lips and placed a soft kiss there.I’m not lying when I say it made my heart stop. For that second, I wondered why I ever thought he was so bad. I almost lost track of everything I stood up. Thankfully, my senses returned before I fully lost my mind. I didn’t say anything damaging. Silence was the best for me.“Patience has never been one of my strong suits,” he chuckled and I couldn’t believe myself when

ADRIANA“No, you can’t say no.” Daciana puts her hands over her ears and starts singing loudly.I laugh at her antics as I watch her do that. It was a bit childish but I loved how she didn’t try to hide that side of her. I would never have thought she was like this when I saw her at the party. It was refreshing though.“I didn’t say no,” I spoke, chuckling when she didn't hear because she was still too busy trying not to hear.I got up from the bed with a sigh and walked to her. Then I grabbed her wrists and pulled her hands away.She tried to fight me but when she heard me saying yes. She immediately relents. She smiles broadly, her eyes shining with it.“You’re the bestest sister in the world!” She pulled me into a tight hug.I laughed in her arms, not having the heart to tell her we’re not actually sisters. I didn’t even know what she meant by that but it felt good. It sounded good.“I promise you’re going to have the best time of your life.”“I don’t doubt it.” I smiled. And I was

ADRIANAI always thought Xander was rich, I mean I knew he was rich. He is the lycan king and he has been alive for over three centuries. But I never really got to understand what that really means.It is so easy to think he is not a normal man. But then I don't really see it.Now that I’m outside his pack and I’m not seeing him smiling at anything I say. I’m seeing the effect he has on people.Starting with the flight from the pack to the central. And yes, flight.Daciana said she didn’t want to stay in the car for hours and then have to deal with that on the way back. So she called a helicopter.Xander’s helicopter because he happens to have one on standby at all times because of emergencies.According to her, this was an emergency.I don’t think my mouth left the ground since it touched there because of the shock.This is looking a lot like the stories Ursula tells me about the powerful men of the world. Xander was one of them.We arrived at the Central and immediately moved to a f