Sebastian povThis isn't a good idea I think as I wash her body and my cock hardens between us. She looks at it before her eyes run up my body. Under her gaze I feel ready to lift her and slam in but she isn't ready for that."Fuck",I growl washing her tits and loving it. Her nipples harden and I fight the urge to bend down and suck them."Sebastian ",she says in a whisper."I'm not going to fuck you Ava your in no shape for it now but soon",I kiss her lips. She moans but I don't do anything but kiss her. I'm never soft with women I fuck hard and take what I want but with my mate I'm not behaving like that. My fingers touch everywhere and when I touch a raised scar she stiffens."Please no",her voice breaks. I just gather her close and let warm water run down our bodies. Fuck I want her Howl mumbles savoring the feel of her body against ours."It is just scars baby and they don't define you, I kiss her chin trailing kisses to her mouth, ready to get out?",she sighs. I get a nod so I dr

Sebastian pov I make sure she is safe and my windows are locked before I leave her to talk to my men. My mom goes in with her and I sigh as I call church."So as you all know I found my mate, I hear murmurs, her abusive ex is back because of Lisa",Many eyes snap my way a few do double takes."How do we know it was her,?",I sigh."I overheard her, Ben speaks up, she hates Ava and wants Sebastian for herself. She called him out in the open and gave him Ava's location. Now she ran knowing we are looking for her",everyone freezes."As you all know Ava did deep dives on us all a fact she voiced loudly at our first meet up. Lisa, her mom and Jane are all selling club shit to rogues and any other club they can. Lisa is trying to blame my mate and I say to catch the bitch we may have to play dirty",all eyes take me in."What do you mean prez?",I sigh."I may have to fake believing Lisa and hurt Ava to get Lisa to come back",Ben growls. "Ava is hurt Sebastian you can't be serious right now",h

Sebastian povI can feel her doubt in our mate bond which it still weird for me. Lisa is a huge issue between us."Eat little mate",I push food her way."Not real hungry",she picks at her food making many look at her. She looks exhausted still and the bruising is getting lighter."Try honey, my mom says from beside her, you need nutrition to heal",my mom looks at me and I see anger in her gaze."We got eyes on douchebag and he is right outside the business",Ben speaks up as he hands Ava pills. "What?",she looks confused."Every six hours honey it is time right now",she sighs but takes them. Ben smiles as he pats her head and she glares up at him."They make me sleepy",we chuckle. I love how sleepy she gets it is the only time I get to hold her and study her beautiful features."So Sebastian when do we move on douchebag?",I won't mention his name because I fear setting her off so we all call him douchebag. "Soon",I watch Ava yawn and cuss."Damn it, she growls, I'm always going to be

Ava povSebastian's mom led me to a guest room is what she called it."Untouched sweetie, she said rubbing my back as I laid on the bed upset, I'm sorry sweetie that boy makes me so mad he doesn't think before he speaks ","If you don't mind Sarah I'm tired I would like to be alone to sleep",she looked reluctant to leave but left after kissing my forehead. I laid there stunned after everything he still puts her first."Ava, I hear a tap and stay still as Ben walks in, I got your pills honey. Ava he loves you honey but he thinks he can save everyone at the same time",I sigh as I ease to sit up."He should of rejected me Ben, I take my pills, at least I could of fled town instead of hiding here while he runs for Lisa. We fucking mated and he says all that shit how he was going to make her luna. Where does this leave me now. I tried to reject him but he stopped me",Ben's eyes went huge at that and he sat by me."I get it honey but he protected Lisa since we were young and it stuck deep i

Ava povSebastian is sedated and I'm laying here scared he might die on me."What happened to him?",I ask out loud and the doctor sighs."It wasn't a heart attack, he began, I say a panic attack from all the stress going on in his life. I did a full check up because he hasn't had one in years. Did you reject him?""No I didn't, I say sadly, we were showering and talking here and there but that was it. He clutched his chest I got scared. I'm glad it wasn't a heart attack ",I covered him up and stared at my mate."He may sleep awhile",the doctor left and I laid close to Sebastian relieved.Sebastian povI woke up but Ava wasn't beside me instead it was Lisa I jerked away."What the fuck are you doing here?",I grit out."Hi lover,she tries to kiss me but I move, we just completed our mating process ",no fucking way I wouldn't do that to Ava I think sadly. She touches my face and smiles."Stop touching me",I growl and she jerks back."Sebastian, she says warily, are you okay?",I wasn't ok