ALPHA ALEXANDER’s POV….Seeing her in the condition that she was in at the hospital broke me more than anything, especially when I knew that I was the cause of everything.Why did I even think it would be a good idea to hurt myself so it could hurt her?I stared at Lilliana who was crying profusely as her sister yelled in pain from inside there and I covered her ears as I took in a deep inhale. This was all my fault. If only I hadn’t been an asshole and not did what I did, none of these would be happening now.I clenched my fists, I just hoped she got better because I’d never be able to forgive myself if something bad happened to her. Carrying her in my arms as we walked through the pack, I knew she was in so much pain that words couldn’t explain, and I didn’t need anyone to tell me this because of all the tests that had been carried out on her.“If it hurts too much, just bury your face in my chest.” I told her, because I knew that if her head was rested on mine, it would help me a

ALPHA ALEXANDER’s POV…I moved closer to the bed as I sat back on the stool. I rubbed her hand, gently, moving my hand to her hair as I patted it, extremely gently so that she could sleep even more soundly.As I patted her hair, again, my eyes made way to her lips, my favorite part of her, and of course, Jason was turned on. He wanted me to have all of her. I wanted to, too, but seeing the condition she was in and knowing that once I had a taste of her lips, I wouldn’t be able to control myself anymore, I forced myself to be strong.I clenched my fists as I planted a kiss on her forehead. ‘Mate! Mate! Mate!’ Jason kept screaming from within me as he was forcing me to do things that I wouldn’t hesitate to do if she wasn’t like this.‘Be considerate, Jason. Can’t you see the condition she is in?’ I asked him, but he didn’t care. All he wanted was her, but I cared for her, I couldn’t let anything happen to her because I was in heat. I stared at her as she started to flicker and I saw t

I swallowed as I stared at him, hoping that it was just a joke and I didn’t really hear that from him, but from how motionless he stood, from how he didn’t move at all, I knew he said it. He wasn’t kidding about it.I bit my lips as I closed my eyes, trying to gather all the confidence in me as I turned to him. “Pardon?” That was the only word that could come out of my mouth, and he gave that light smirk of his as he chuckled. “I know you want me to do this, too, Little Breeche, so don’t act like you don’t because I know you do.” He told me, and with that, he bent closer to me as he leaned in to my ears, blowing some air to my neck that caused me to be turned on. I closed my eyes as I clenched my fists, I was still dressed and yet his breathe could do these things to me. What would happen when I went naked before him and had to feel his hands moving around me? I didn’t even want to start thinking of what Brooke would do. She could take control and I wouldn’t be able to control mysel

AMELIA’s POV..I kept staring at the door as my eyes travelled to the clock. It was so late yet he hadn’t returned and I was worried about him.“The Alpha will be back a little later tonight as he asked me to give you this.” The one who had been bringing my food told me as she dropped the plate of food on the table for me, but how could I eat?This was strange, and it was unlike him. He had always left his work just to make sure I was fine, but now, he hasn’t even come to check up on me since morning.I knew I didn’t have the right to be worried because he was Alpha and I wasn’t the only one he had a responsibility to, but what could I do? I had gotten too attached to having him around and now, I didn’t know what to do.I swallowed as I closed my eyes, opening them again as I stared at my drugs. I was starting to experience a lot of pain and I knew it was because I hadn’t had my drugs all day. I hadn’t even eaten all day and even though the woman assigned to me had tried to get me to,

AMELIA’s POV…My heart clenched sitting there, staring at his blood that was on the floor and tears streamed down my cheeks.I could still hear his footsteps and I knew that he hadn’t left yet. I gasped as I turned.“Alpha Alexander, hold on.” He stopped when I said this and with tears streaming down my cheeks, I moved to him. He hadn’t turned to me so all I could see was the blood that was trickling from the thorned whips and I could see very visible marks on him.Tears streamed down my cheeks even more, but I wiped them off. “You.. you…” the words hadn’t even left my lips when he walked away from me like he didn’t see or hear me and my heart dropped.I tried to go after him, but he was walking too fast. So fast that I couldn’t get to him, no matter how fast I tried to move my wheelchair and when my hands started to hurt seeing as my hands had been on the wheels of the wheelchair ever since, I stopped as tears streamed down my cheeks.As he moved, he didn’t even stop once to look at