Eva. I slowly get up as soon as Vin leaves the room. Yesterday was tense. I feel so stupid and embarrassed when I remember how foolish my actions were. I don't know if he forgave me yet. Maybe seducing him wasn't enough reason for him to trust me again. I can't lose Vin, and I can't stand the thought of him hating me or him not trusting me as before. Fuck, I can't repeat that. Goodness! How will I face everyone in the house? They must think I am some freak.Getting out of bed, I slowly trudge to the bathroom for a short shower. Vin was right not claiming me just yet. We weren't ourselves yesterday and I am happy he was patient enough with me. Better still, at least I acquired my first orgasm from the man I love. Since I don't have school today, I pray Vin will be out working because I need a little time to myself. That won't be a problem though, Vin goes to the company every day, from Monday to Monday. I hate to see the disappointment in his eyes when he looks at me this morning