Lahat ng Kabanata ng Beginning of the end: Kabanata 11 - Kabanata 20

I took my pregnancy prevention pill and slid the rest under the mattress on the side where I sleep. I am not even sure I can talk to Adriano right away, about it. I need a little bit of time. Everything seems so rushed. I borrowed the pills from Gianna, before I left my house to get married to Adriano. Me and Adriano had sex twice in two days and both the time he came inside me which made it quite clear that he wants to be a father as soon as possible. Of course he wants an heir, a son. He hadn't talk about it directly with me but his actions make everything crystal clear that he does want a child. Soon. Last night he came back home and he looked calm, patient and his face as impassive as ever. For the whole day I kept thinking about him. Whether he is still mad? But we ate dinner in silence and when I returned back to the bedroom I found him already waiting for me. My heartbeat fastened and without wasting a second I started apologizing. I didn't even knew what was my fault

"No I don't. Please just tell me." I insisted them. I need to know how am I making it difficult for Adriano, to be with me? Because I always thought it was the other way around."Emilia, it's nothing, leave it. You don't need to worry about it." Aria glared at Bella and shook her head. I caught them sharing looks."Please just let me know." I clutched Bella's hands and requested her. I desperately need to know it."Ok we will tell you, but you have to promise us, you won't tell Adriano that we told you about it." I promised without wasting any moment."Well, when you were not in Adriano's life..... I mean when he didn't choose you for himself, there was someone else...... umm, someone else with whom Adriano was engaged to." My mouth flew open in surprise. Why do I feel like I am the last person who knows about this. Why has no one ever mentioned anything about it to me?"But, that engagement was nothing more than a business union. Adriano was to be profited much more with help of that

I went to see Aida even after Adriano told me not to. I accept I make stupid decisions but she is a child and Gianna begged me to go and check her well beings.I somehow managed to slip into the room she was kept. Aida was sleeping peacefully so I let her. Swiftly I tried to slip out thinking no one noticed my presence. But nothing can be hidden from Adriano.He did not say a thing when maids told him about me going against his orders and going to Aida's room. He instead told me to go to our bedroom and wait for him.Adriano did not sleep with me last night and truth to be told I felt very bad about it.I cannot ignore the fact that I have started to need him. Need him. Want him. Badly.According to him, I was siding with my brother and that meant I was going against him.We had a little argument where he said I am on my way to disappoint him. That I should be by his side as he is the one who got betrayed by my brother. And he could not forgive a betrayal. He assumed that I was takin

I have been laying on the bed for more than six hours and I didn't even run out of tears. I am on the verge of getting sick due to all this crying, but it's not in my hand.I am unable to control my tears.Tears are voluntarily falling down my eyes. The amount of humiliation I felt after hearing words that Adriano spoke to me is huge and I am unable to distract myself from this pain.For one moment I started believing that Adriano really cares and the next moment he proves me wrong.Why does he do that?In a moment I think life and future will be good with my husband, he has a soft corner for me but the very next thing is he proves me wrong.And now I live in constant fear, where he must be. Is he with my sister?"Or you know, he might bring his mistress home and make you watch while he fucks her." -- these were the exact words my sister, Lily told me and now they felt like my biggest nightmare.I heard a soft knock on the door.It's not Adriano, I am sure of it. He never knocks.Some

Am I dreaming?I woke up late in the morning and Adriano bought breakfast for me in the bed."I made it myself." Said he. I don't believe his words at first but he said he really knows how to cook, he learned to impress me.I blushed.I would have considered all this as a bare minimum, basic life skill that every person irrespective of their gender should know, if I would have married to a normal man. But here we are talking about this man.Here we are talking about Adriano.I told him I couldn't eat before he eats but he assured me that he had already eaten."Your brother and his family are free to go after he is punished." I stopped eating.Now I know I am back to reality. Last night felt like a dream. Where Adriano acted as a mature one out of us two and accepted and acknowledged his fault.I feel sorry too. For hiding things from him when he clearly told me not to."Adriano you promised you will not hurt him." "I promised that I will let him live. And after I am done punishing hi