Jordan. I twisted and turned, but time was not moving at all. I couldn't wait for morning to see her. Did she tell Selena? What are they talking about? All this were the questions running through my mind until i finally fell asleep.I had no idea how long i had slept until I heard noises down stairs. It seemed like multiple females talking. I quickly got out of bed looking at the clock on my bed side table. It was around ten I the morning. I picked up my phone and I had over ten missed calls from Nova. I quickly dialled her number as I washed my face, she answered instantly. "It's about time you call me." she said with attitude. "Am sorry, I kinda fell asleep." i said yawning. If I had the time I would just curl back into my bed and sleep all day. But I didn't have the luxury going back to sleep. My world was falling apart. Literally. "I figured that." Nova said, and I could hear the worry in her voice, "So what's the plan?" "Look Nova, Nala just came back to the house and

Salvatore. It had been a rough night. Ethan had been fussy all night and morning which for a moment made me second guess my decision to take him from his mother. My company was going under, it was like everything I feared was finally catching up to me,haunting me. But mostly Nova. I loved her, really did love her, maybe I still do love her. But with her out I was having a lot 9f flashbacks down memory lane. Especially the night we met. I remembered it like it was yesterday, she was wearing a red dress wich had no backs at all. The dress was clinging to her sexy body and I could see her nipples hard right through the dress. She had hazel eyes, long black hair that she had held high up as a ponytail, as if to let the attention go to her backless dress. Unlike all the women in the room throwing themselves at me, so obviously, she was different. She did not seem to care at all, it was like I didn't exist to her. And that intrigued me. The first woman I would have to work hard to

Jordan.Nala was finally down for a nap. But I wasn't entirely sure that's what was happening. She was still so mad at me with good reason. I just didn’t know if she was in there packing her stuff plotting her revenge or actually sleeping like she had said. I also had this bad weird gut feeling that she might actually disappear on me, and given where our relationship was currently, she could do it in a heart beat and never look back. I just wanted to watch her, that was the only way for sure I knew she would not be able to get away from me. "You should also go and lie down for a few hours or minutes. I know you did not sleep much last night and you are not going I get anything from her by standing outside her door." Alba said, standing behind me. My senses and everything else was so off today. I didn't even see Alba stand behind me. " She can't run away from me if am standing here, she can't jump through the window, can she?" I asked and immediately realized I had not thought abou

Nala. I paced the bathroom up and down sweating. "I can't be pregnant Alba, I don't want to be pregnant." i said in tears as I finally sat down my head in my laps, "I don't want to Har his baby." i said again.She came and knelt in front of me and took my hands in his."Look at me Nala." she said as she held my face between her palms. "You are not pregnant yet. You have to pee on the stick first.""But what of am pregnant Alba? What am I going to do. Am not a great mother. You know that everyone knows that." i said against as the tears fell like a waterfall. "It's going to be okay, whatever it is it's going to be okay. I promise you that. But you are not a bad mother, you just didn't get the chance to be a mother. But Nala, I have seen you around Kyle, you are an amazing mom. I can tell you that because I am a mother.""But Jordan?" I said stammering, "what if he does not want the baby. Am not sure I even want to have a baby with him.""We can worry about Jordan after you pee on th

Jordan. It's been a few minutes now, Selena was on the other side of the room talking to Salvatore. I watched them for a while from where I was sitted. I had never really thought about the kind of relationship that they had. But now, seeing them from across the room, seeing their chemistry. It had all been in front of me all along I was just too blinded to see any of it. I walked into the room where Kyle was admitted, he seemed peaceful, sleeping. He was such a smart kid, non problematic and he seemed like a good kid. Which even made I worse. He didn't deserve all this. But now looking at him closely he looked just like Salvatore. How had I ever not seen this? Was I really that blind? "He is going to be okay. He was just a little low on his iron." the doctor said joining me in the room. "I need speak to his mom though." the doctor added as he checked Kyle's vitals. "Is something wrong?" I asked getting worried. "I don't know your relationship, but you know I took both of your