JayI was mad! mad at myself I hurt my flower today, and I did put ointment but still, she already thinks bad about men, I just confirmed it for her! I need to know what happened and why she hates men so much, I would have asked her friends or her big sister but I didn't want her to think I was snooping aroundI want my flower to tell me on her own, I want her to trust me enough to share with me everything! and I will earn that trust!but when she said she hated me, I was sad and angry, because here I was loving her from the moment I saw her and there she was who hated meI didn't want to be controlling, I trust my flower but after the bar incident I was just worried and I didn't want her to meet Alec just yetI confessed everything to her when she was sleeping but I am pretty sure she'll just freak out if she knew I loved hershe was quiet today I was looking at her from the moment she had come out of the bedroomshe didn't demand me to make her coffee or her breakfast which she usu

JayI was beginning to worry for Rain, she had not come home yet, and it was raining badly and when I asked Alec he said Hope just reached home 15 minutes ago, I tried to call her numerous times but she did not pick up. I swear if she has been hurt because she was too stubborn to call me, first I'll heal her then kill her. What if someone has kidnapped her? What if she cannot call him because she is stuck somewhere?All the What Ifs was driving me crazy I had waited enough I decided and took my keys to go out and search for her that is when the door opened and rain stood there, drenched completelyoh my god!I quickly pulled her in and ran to bring a towel***RainI was pulled inside by Jay and he was running here and there first he came with a towel and started to wipe me as much as possible until I stopped him and told him that I could do that on my own, but then he started preparing coffee for me and started filling the tub with hot waterthat is when I understood that Jay Goyan

Rain"Hello, Rishabh is everything going smoothly ?""yes mam everything is fine, you enjoy mam !""Hmm, okay then when I come back I want everything the way I had to leave them understand?""yes mam""Good"and I hung upI called my office after nearly 4 months and 15 daysto ask how it was goingI wanted to call before but something or the other kept on happening!and that something or the other is your Jay, I thought sighingFor the past few days, I have started thinking of Jay as my Jay, my Jay this, and my Jay that, how am I supposed to feel about this I don't know, I was deep in thought"what are you thinking flower ?"I was startled suddenly and I turned to see Jay standing leaning on the doorframe"you scared me !" I said with my 1 hand on my heart trying to calm down"soo? What were you thinking so deeply?" he asked again"Nothing important, you have some work?""Yeah, umm," he said nervously"what jay," I said a little seriously to make him more nervous"I aah just you know

JayI wanted to break Rohan's arms when he hugged my Rain, my Rain!I immediately went and took her in my arms and away from him"Rain this is one of my best friends Rohan Mehra and stay away from him" I warned herand she just looked at me confusedright why would I warn her against my own best friend, but he is one of the biggest playboys I know and he can charm almost any girl! he should stay away from my flower!"he is just jealous beautiful, what a girl as beautiful as you doing with him ?" he said with a grinI wanted to punch him but restrained after noticing he was expecting that reaction from me bastard was doing this on purposenevertheless, I tightened my hold on their shoulders pulling her closer towards me, and glared at that moronthen my nephew saw us and like the first time ignored me in favor of her, actually, I didn't mind my flower deserves love!I saw my mom's behavior and was curious about it, but I couldn't ask her in front of Rain, so when I saw my sister taking

JayI was shocked when she said, her mother was not her real motherI heard her continue"I was 7 years old when my real mother died, she was like an angel, she used to always protect me from my father and she herself used to take his blows always, I was not a good daughter " she sobbed moreshe was crying all over my shirt, and I was sad looking at my flower like this"you don't need to continue Rain," I said softlybut it seems she is not hearing me, she was somewhere else"one day, h-he w-was very drunk... and he,h-he came to beat me as I wanted to show him my drawing, I-I t-thought he'll be proud of me like all fathers were of my c-classmates but he, he g-got angry, he said that I-I s-should not have disturbed him a-and he, he came towards me with a broken p-piece of bottle of vodka, a-and then he, he came towards me a-and.... ""Enough!" I shouted I couldn't hear anymore, not, my Rain bore so much!I got up I just didn't know, how my Rain had the strength the go through with all