บททั้งหมดของ In Loving Memory : บทที่ 11 - บทที่ 20

A heavy separation Debbie went through, not entirely sadness because she and Amy made many good memories during camp last time. After Amy's departure, there is Sarah as her next best friend. They always go to extracurricular activities together from Ciremai to Malabar if there is a training schedule. Even if they go to different extracurriculars. Debbie joined Marching and Sarah joined red-cross. In the days of extracurricular exercises. They will depart together from Ciremai to Malabar using their special public transport. Once they were also forced to walk up to the highway passed by City public transport because there was no more public transport running anymore which had returned to the terminal that afternoon. Although the walk is quite long and tiring, they enjoy it. Along the way they chat alot about anything or joking so exciting until the trip is not felt. Quiet streets, tall shady trees lined that shade pedestrians, Debbie loves it all. Sometimes she deliberately goes home

The more sought after and observed, Debbie increasingly feels Ivy's taste is beyond the ordinary or normal word. Alfred does have tremendous advantages academically but in other aspects he also has many shortcomings, the conclusion Alfred is just an ordinary person is not as perfect as Ivy describes. “He was weak physically, also very easy to tease." Now that Debbie remembers Alfred's figure “he vomited badly when eating green bean porridge, just because the upperclassman said the porridge was mixed with flies.” Ivy, who heard Debbie's every word carefully since she started telling the story, only smiled even though the minus about her idol was explained clearly. Especially considering that day, when Ivy gave a package of rice porridge to Alfred. There was no chance or possibility for Ivy to feelslightest implied on her facial expression. Then it's true what Debbie's initial opinion was about Ivy's one-sided feeling that already left her blind to anything. “Then, what else?" Ivy as

A few days after Ivy's outpouring of heart, Debbie finally felt disturbed also at the figure named Harry. Although Ivy says there is no point in blaming others, Debbie is still indirectly a bit carried away by the name of Alfred’s friend. Because a small fad for him has caused adverse consequences for important things for someone. In extracurricular activities Alfred and Harry did look very close and always together, exactly like what Sarah said. Alfred was a calm person with a relaxed disposition, very smart in the lessons and ranked first in his class. Perhaps it was this plus point that made Alfred popular among other friends. Alfred is never seen alone, nor does he seem to be familiar with many people. One thing Debbie realizes after observing him during extracurricular activities is that Alfred's sense of humor is very bad. Maybe this is the reason that makes all friends happy to tease him. Harry caught Debbie watching in his direction from the spot where she was sitting alone

It wasn't over with all that conflict, then followed by Debbie and Sarah's fractured relationship afterwards. This time she was really angry at Sarah for some reason, and Sarah again did not try to defend herself. Or explain the misunderstanding so that Debbie understands, Sarah just resignedly accepts everything. Sarah has disappointed her, and has betrayed her trust. When contemplating in solitude, Debbie imagines the look on Ivy's face as she warns her of what Sarah could have done to her and ends up disappointing her. But it's not like Ivy makes extreme decisions. Debbie did not think at all about breaking off friendly relations with Sarah. After all, Sarah was her first friend after Amy's departure. Sarah was always with her who is a good friend and very caring, except for one thing Sarah's nature makes Debbie constantly disappointed. Sarah never acts or tells the truth which eventually makes her feel tired with all the things about Sarah. While Debbie decides to keep Sarah qui

Marching training that day was indeed heavier than usual, they kept repeating practicing the same formation until no one made a mistake so they could get a break. Red-cross, scout and marching troop is always held on Saturday. While Debbie's training schedule at the choir is on Wednesday. In a week she follows two extracurricular activities at once after school hours are over. Perhaps for that reason Debbie now feels her body is not able to accept the pressure of dense activity. In the middle of the training, Debbie lost consciousness then collapsed due to fatigue. She was immediately taken to the healthy unit again, this was the second time since administration day. When she wakes up Debbie finds herself already there with Ivy who came to check on her condition. The first thing she said when woke up was, “how long have I been here?” “About 10 minutes more. How are you feeling now? Are you okay?" Ivy is still worried about her friend's condition. “I–Hungry..." Debbie's honest spee