- ACE - I stare at the folders before me, thinking deep. A sigh rattles out my lips. Right now, in this ungodly hour so early in the morning, I am awake. And for once, my mind is not being plagued by Lorelei and what she said. Actually no, it’s partially plagued. I’m just dealing with it way better than I was yesterday. The point is, I overreacted and let it out on her. I knew I doing that would fill me with regret yet I proceeded to do so anyway. And I sure do regret. Every moment in my head is chaotic, plagued by how I can make her be herself with me but it is like I am a whole new different person when I am next to her. Saying things I do not mean and actually being there who witness how badly my words affect her. Each time, it breaks me yet every time an opportunity presents itself for me to do better, I fumble so hard that I amaze myself. I let out a sigh, running my hands through my hair, fatigued of my own actions. Even now, despite it all, I am working on a project
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