~ Emmy ~The truth is, I have never really liked the idea of giving blow jobs. Well, not really, anyway; it was just not the main item on the menu when I found myself alone and playing. I could never make up my mind if I really enjoyed the thought or not."And now?" Rae asked as I lowered my lips around Matteo. "I don't mind it!" I admitted as I slowly bobbed back up. I had thought it impossible to fully take him in my mouth, yet here I was doing my best to try. I think because of how I was raised, sex was not something we discussed, let alone practised; having spent years with it drummed into me through childhood and my teens, I needed to build a wall between my actions and my sexuality. I had a bit of resentment for the act. So every time I rebelled and am lost in thoughts of kink, my hand tries to go down below; all I see is my damn Mother glaring at me like a sinner!Not that she ever ever took me to one side and told me anything about sex and my body; no one told us girls anyth

~ Emmy ~ Sleep hadn't come easily last night; I felt like I spent most of the night tossing and turning, trying to push the anger down and dismiss the hurt I felt at Matteo's actions from my heart. I wasn't exactly known for being a morning person anyway, but now, as the morning sun kissed my face, I wanted to scream and beg for just a few more minutes of sleep.. minutes that we all knew meant hours. Sighing heavily, I kicked the bedding off me like a two-year-old throwing a tantrum; grabbing my pillow from behind me, I pulled it over my face and screamed into it, refusing to allow Matteo to hear me and think he had got the upper hand, and I was bothered. "Fuck him! And his magnificent dick! I am done with him!" I hissed to myself. "Liar!" Rae laughed, and I chose to ignore it. I turned to look at the time, hoping I hadn't missed Matteo this morning; I wanted to talk to him about last night before he left again. "6 am!" I screeched as my eyes settled on the clock on the bedside

~ Matteo ~"Look, Alpha." Samuel tried to justify himself the second I pulled the door to the limo open and slid inside."Shut up!!" I snapped, anger vibrating off me so much that a wise man would have listened and done as I asked. "But.." Apparently, Samuel was not as wise as I thought. Sliding into my seat, I pulled the door closed, and with a final look up at the penthouse, I tapped the ceiling, signalling the driver to pull out. "I shouldn't have said what I did; I am sorry, Alpha," Samuel admitted his tone, although sincere, felt weak. I had also heard the tone of his outburst back in the apartment and knew that although he was genuinely sorry now, those concerns from earlier were real and were not going to vanish just like that."Then why did you?" I asked, without looking at him, mostly because I didn't trust myself not to explode, and this was a new limo I didn't want to break into another! For all her faults, Emmy was still my mate.. and Blaze and I didn't appreciate how he

~ Emmy~ I sat at the table, toying with my empty coffee cup and hating that I found myself in this situation. I was annoyed at myself for not fighting Matteo more on his decision for me to leave! "Is that really why you are upset?" Rae asked, and I grumbled something inaudible while I poured some fresh coffee. "Want some?" I asked the new guard that Matteo had arranged to babysit me today. His lips lifted into a smile, and he nodded. I debated telling him I hadn't actually spat in the coffee since he had heard the whole conversation earlier. But decided a girl needed some amusement on her last day in a penthouse. Pouring it for him with a 'butter wouldn't melt' smile, I held the cup out for him."Thanks, I can't wait to try the extra flavouring." He grinned, taking the cup from me, smelling it like it was a fine wine, not a glass of black coffee. He was gorgeous! And I mean not just his model-worthy face, but his body was stocked like Thor or Superman! His superhero body was insan

~ Matteo ~ Thirty minutes later, we pulled into the parking lot of Glitter, and I stepped out of the limo, suited and booted as usual; there were no signs of the morning's chaos, and despite the tension between Samuel and me, to the outside world, everything seemed.. fine. As it fucking should be! Dirty laundry was never to be washed in public unless to prove a point, of course! "Mr Accardo." The door staff greeted me as he opened the door for me with a respectful bob of his head. I may not be an Alpha in this human world I inhabited, but I had enough clout to ensure that even the humans respected and feared me. Walking into Glitter, I felt my body relax as the scent of cheap perfume, sweat, and sex filled my nostrils. As dirty as this world might be, it was the one place I always felt at peace. You knew where you stood in a place like this. The entranceway sparkled from the large glitter disks mounted to the walls, the strobe lighting bouncing off them to disguise the standard sti