Lahat ng Kabanata ng I'm the school's badboy but I'm a girl : Kabanata 121 - Kabanata 130

“You did what?” Christy asked in a strained voice.I closed my eyes, “you heard me.”“But wait, Adrian is not even around, how did you tell him? You called him?”I shook my head, “he came back last night and we were together. When he dropped me off, I told him.”I could see her eyes watering, “I’m proud of you,” she smiled.A smile made its way on my face at her enthusiasm. I shrugged, “well, I took your advice and besides, it’s the right thing to do. It’s either we are together or he leaves me alone.”Christy nodded, “exactly, so what was his reaction?” I didn’t say anything and her face turned into anger immediately, “he rejected you?” Her voice was laced with annoyance.“No, no,” I rushed to say, “I…I couldn’t wait for his answer. I…I ran inside before he could say anything and when he knocked, I didn’t open up.”“Oh dear,” She caressed my cheek across the table, “you were scared?” I nodded. “I understand,” she smiled. I did too and she looked at his friends table, “so where is he?

Christy and Max tried getting me to tell them what happened or possibly what I heard but I didn’t answer them. My voice has failed me, I couldn’t speak, all I could do was just lie on my bed and cry. My tears refused to stop and I had soaked my pillow but I didn’t mind, I just want the pain in my heart to go away, it was too heavy on me and I just want to get rid of it. But no matter how hard I cried, it just won’t go anywhere and my mind won’t stop thinking about our times together. All the things he said to me, how playful he was. The nights we went on a joyride, the first time he climbed into my room through my window. His voice as he sang me to sleep, his laughter, his ocean blue eyes. The night that we danced, the night in the sea, his kisses, his touches, everything.A hand on my hair reminded me that Christy was still around, she had refused to leave and Max comes and goes, checking up on us. “Do you want to eat anything, I can make it for you,” she said but like the rest of th

I ran into the bathroom and locked myself in one of the stalls, tears trailed down my cheeks uncontrollably. I heard the door opening and wiped my tears. “Molly,” it was Christy and it all gave me déjà vu, only that the pain this time was more and a few words couldn’t take it away. “Hey, come on, you told me yourself that you have to do this, you said so yourself that there is no avoiding it, so don’t start crying now and finish this off. You can do it, they are all going to get tired soon, it won’t last forever. All I’m asking is for you to be strong, let’s pass this storm, okay? Everything will be back to normal again, you will see.”Yes, everything would be back to normal, except my heart, it won’t stop beating for him like it did now just seeing him. But I will stop that, I don’t know how long it will take but I know I can, I will do it. He doesn’t deserve my love, I was right all along, no one deserves my love, absolutely nobody, so I will be okay, I can do this. Telling myself t

When we got to my house, I could still see Mia kissing Adrian in my head and to be honest, it makes me want to barf. I got down from the car and went inside, then straight to my room. My parents had finally decided on the date they would be coming back, according to them, they said we should be expecting them anytime from next week. I’m looking forward to it because I am hoping they would announce one of their impromptu moving. I would gladly move now, as long as I would be able to stop seeing Adrian acting like I never stood in front of my house and tell him that I love him.Christy followed me into my room, she groaned when she saw me lying on my bed, “not again Molly, seriously, when is it going to end?”“When I stop loving him, maybe?” I answered, not looking at her.“I don’t understand you, you know, you are very confusing,” she said but it only reminded of a certain someone, he told me I was confusing too. “You know you will be missing him this much but yet you told him to stay

Hearing his last sentence, the last thin thread in my heart cut and I could feel the pieces of my heart falling into my stomach. Adrian wasn’t saying anything, he just stood there, watching me go through the last of my heartbreaks. I gulped, nodding, I wanted to reply to him, to say something, but I couldn’t form any words, I tried to walk away but he grabbed my hand to stop me. Funny enough, I let him, my heart was numb, my whole body was numb. His words were all it took to damage me to the very last. Somehow, I had been hoping that he was regretting it, that he was going to apologize to me with any given opportunity, but it turns out I was wrong, it was all my wishful thinking.“Do you know why?” He asked, I looked up at him with soulless eyes, “do you know why I don’t regret it? It’s because it got me to know you, it got me to understand you better other than what everybody was saying. If I am being honest with you Molly, when I first you saw you in class, I just thought you beauti