All Chapters of Becca's No Man Policy: Chapter 1 - Chapter 10

*** How disgusting of him to pull up such a move! I scrub my lips and rinse my mouth a couple of times. Still standing in front of the mirror, I struggle to erase the lines on my forehead. With every blink I make, flashes of what happened earlier appear. I can't erase it, I can't erase the memory. I glare at the mirror and all I can still see is him, from the time he put his hand on my face to the time he brushed his lips against mine, thankfully I didn't let him go that far but it still felt like a kiss, a kiss I didn't consent. So much resentment was brewing up inside me I stormed out of the mall without waiting for Tessa or thinking twice about how insane I was looking, I just wanted to get out of there, far away from him. Upon getting home, I was enfolded in silence. The house was empty, and I assumed mom was still at work, I can't imagine what her reaction would have been if she saw me like this.

***House is cleaned, and the dishes are washed. Perfect. Knowing mom won't be back anytime soon I lock the door and head upstairs.It gets lonely most of the time when mom is working late. She does the most to take care of others and yet doesn't pay attention to her own needs and honestly, I'm worried for her. Pulling a note from the drawer, I stare at it for a while, contemplating whether or not I should call her Chief Nursing Officer. I have the power to call him but as always, I'm indecisive.Heaving a sigh, I pace around the room as the nerves fire off in my body. With these white walls surrounding me, I feel like I'm drowning in a state of panic I might lose the serenity of my mind. Maybe I should call him and end this once and for all, but what will happen to mom? I can't, I can't put her through this, no I need to find another solution.When the waves making vigorous troubled motions in my mind finally

~Wake Me Up~ I like to talk. That's why I can't karaoke in a private room. Those types of shenanigans are only good in a public space. ~ Liza LapiraI come to a halt and turn to look at him, he's rolled down the window and I can clearly see him. Radiant skin, a clean white T-shirt that hugs his body, a vibrant smile, and sparkling blue eyes that are slowly drowning me. Don't understand why that is."Are you alright? My apologies I-I didn't mean to scare you," he says and I can hear the sincerity in his voice. I am in awe of how humb

~Broken~ Be positive stay happy and don't let the negativity of the world get you down ~ Germany Kent ~ ~ ~ ~I drift from sleep into wakefulness. Hearing noises coming from the other side of the room, I jump up off the couch and make fists for defense. My eyes are wide open, my heart's racing, and my chest is heaving. "Who's there?" I call out, my voice is calm though I'm shaking massively inside.It ca

~Secret~ Everyone has secrets. It's just a matter of finding out what they are. ~ Stieg Larsson ~ ~ ~ ~Upon getting home, I lock all the doors and take a shower before making dinner. Shifting my eyes to the window that's across from mine and is as empty as always, I can't help but wish to see Ryan pop up. As much as I'm trying to run away from these foreign feelings I keep having whenever I think of him or I'm around him; I keep being pulled back and always find myself catching them like my lungs depend on them to breathe. After minutes of sitting still and in silence, I finally realize that he's not going to pop up, I then turn my head away and head downstairs to enjoy the rest of the night -- that's if I will.Laying on the couch, I stare a