Chapter 121 RUSSEL SICILY, ITALY ༒༺❦༻༒ I've never been one for relationships or emotional attachments. Natural things like sex have always been arranged, just like business—a matter of control and predictability. Maybe there were a few exceptions, but they were rare and brief. For me, sex was just another thing to dominate, another transaction to manage. But Allesia. She changed everything. When I first met her, Kegan was so convinced I wouldn't find her appealing because she didn't fit my usual type. Blonde hair, hazel eyes, younger than my usual preferences, clumsy yet bold, stubborn yet willing to submit. But those qualities unexpectedly captivated me from the start, and every day thereafter. Now, months later, here I was, unable to move on even after a month of depriving myself of her, telling myself I couldn't force it, watching her from afar, seeing how much she was enjoying her new boyfriend and the peaceful life in his apartment. But the thought of what usually went d
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