Rejected by one Alpha, Loved by another のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 31 - チャプター 40

Jaxon's POVIt's been 2 weeks since Esme got shot. 2 long and painful weeks. I haven't left her hospital bed since they allowed me to come in.Everyone has been coming in to the hospital room for weeks now and checking up and bringing me food so I have the strength to look after her when she finally wakes up because she will. She will wake up I have faith. I have to have faith that she will wake up. I say it like it's my mantra...Over and over again"Esme baby it's me. It's Jax. I think it's time for you to wake up now okay" I tell her."Finley's here. He keeps telling me all these weird stories you two use to share when you were kids and it sounds really weird. But I guess that's just who you are. My weird little wolf" I say quietly.It's been a further 7 hours and she's finally breathing for herself. And I can feel movement in her fingers. I look down and she's trying to move her fingers!"Finley go get a doctor" I tell him as quietly as I can."Baby girl. I'm here okay. Take your t

Esme's POVI waited for a while for Jax to wake up. I paced his room I waited by his side of the bed, my nerves entangled in each other and I couldn't help but think that he will just reject me when he does wake up.Robyn told me to give it a go and to talk to him but she didn't exactly give me a time frame on how long I'd be waiting for. Night time fell and I was sort of asleep but I could feel him stirring in his sleep apologising for something. I couldn't make out what he said so I lay next to him in hopes that the mating bond will coat up all my fears and he would be fine as when I was struggling he was always able to calm me down even when I didn't want him to be near me but he calmed me over and over and now it was my turn to repay that favour back. I seemed to have forgotten that he also lost our baby and I never gave him time to get his thoughts or feelings across. After a while he started to wake up. I still laid next to him with one of my arms under my face and the other ho

Esme's POV "Jaxon do you think everything will be okay? You know with the baby?" I'm sitting in Jaxon's office while he does his work as we have finally finished the vampire diaries and I'm not wanting to start another series yet so I thought I'd sit here and watch my handsome fiancé do his work until he's finished or until I get extremely bored which will probably be that one. "Esme why do you ask?" "Because I lost the last baby and.." "Baby...no, no you didn't well yes we did but it was not your fault and every time you blame yourself I feel guilty because I couldn't stop it from happening, those few weeks was hell and when you realised what had happened my heart sunk and I felt awful and heartbroken. You felt the need to stay away from me because you assumed I was mad and I really wasn't not with you anyway but I was at the world. Everything we had planned for and everything you had worked so hard for came crushing down on you and us and it really hurt" I felt the

Esme's POVSo far everything's being going great. Now that me and Reggie are home we have had so many people just coming over and wanting to meet him, meet the next Alpha of our pack and I honestly feel so grateful to be here...with Jaxon and Finn and also my new family. The family I didn't think I would ever get and now I do I don't want to give it up. I don't want to wake up if this is a dream I just want to live in this life."What's up princess?"I look up to see my future husband and the father to our baby standing above me in our room with our son tucked under his arm...his broad, tattooed arms with so much pride. The same sort of pride that I love to see in him."Just sitting here dreaming. Now that we're home it feels real. Everything feels so real and I'm scared that it's all a dream Jax. I'm scared that non of this is real" I say with all honesty speaking."Listen. Give me a minute let me put little man back in his crib and we will talk okay""Okay"After a few minutes of li

Jaxon's POVTonight's been planned for weeks, it got postponed when Esme gave birth to Reggie but everything's gone according to plan.Over the last month I've noticed Esme changing into this incredible mother, fiancé and our Luna, she's been through hell and back but yet she has managed to maintain a decent amount of comfort, love and passion towards herself and the pack members of our pack.Theres a knock at my office door which usually means my mum or dad as everyone else just walks in and it's actually Charlie."Hey man we've got company. There here now but want to speak with you personally""Who is it?""It's the alpha of the red claw pack. It's alpha mark and his Luna""Send them in, thanks man"Alpha Mark and his Luna Melissa walk into my office. Concern etched on there faces and I can tell this isn't going to be a good chat."Alpha mark, to what do I owe the pleasure?""Good afternoon Alpha, we'd had word that Alpha Dylan Langley has rogues on their territory. They have killed