-Aurora- It doesn't feel lonely in my apartment suddenly. Maybe his present has been creating some impact on me. But I still don't know why he has rushed to come here. Doesn't his fiancée need him? Also why creating such a disgusting lie to cover their affairs which has nothing to do with me. He could have just told me the lie. It's disgusting. But I can't bring myself feel disgusted by his presence around me. " Why are you still outside with that thin dress?" He covers my shoulders with a blanket. I love the lobby. The entire world looks good, specially at this moment when only stars are available. The wild roaring sound of the ocean heals me a lot. " What's wrong? Aurora! Why are you frowning? Is something troubling you?" He asks, hugging me from behind. " Nothing!" I simply reply but this time, he pulls me closer and makes me face me. " I love to talk straightforwardly. I have noticed that you have stopped talking to me after you seeing me out of Eliza's room. Aurora!

-Jacob- I know, she doesn't trust me. I know, she thinks there's something going on with Eliza and me. Honestly I know that she is taking my words as lightly as possible. But I don't feel sad about it. I am regretting for bringing Eliza on that day. I should have sent her to her family and given her the support. It was a stupid decision. So I am not going to stop making her feel like she is the one who I truly want and always want to be with. She looks so silent, lost. Everytime I talk to her, she just listens as if she is doing her job to listen. Her empty eyes search something in me. I don't know what she searches in me. She looked so excited when she confessed that she knows we are mates. She looks shy and somehow wishful. But that moment her turned empty and I somehow added it to the worst by stepping away from moving here immediately with her. I don't know how to apologize and fix things. I wish she could hear my thoughts by using her mind link. Because only this way

-Aurora- He looks flustered when he ran out of the room. Is he having a fever? Last night, we didn't have that much interaction after walking at the beach side. I don't know when I even fell asleep. I recently feel so sleepy and hungry at a time. Thanks to Gina who is fulfilling the rule of an elder sister or a mother, has been very attentive at my foods and sleep. She is such a lovable woman. And it's been a while since I had someone to talk after my nanny's death. I hope she gets pregnant soon and have their own baby. Anyway, what is concerning me suddenly is Jacob. I don't remember falling asleep last night but definitely he was with me last night. The moment I woke up, I saw the other side of my bed and the blanket was warm. His scent was all over. But he wasn't there. He didn't attend the breakfast. Later I remembered he said he would go downtown today. So I didn't actually care. But isn't he overdoing everything? I don't know. My Training Master once said, people like me l

This is the best evening I have ever spent in my life. I entirely forgot how to feel being in center of someone's affection, someone's care. I don't know what holds in the future but this evening is the best evening I have ever spent. Gina looks like a big sister who can't help but worry. Jacob, although I don't trust him entirely about his feelings towards me but I love the affection he is showing. He doesn't say something like I like you or trust me once like he used to do. Instead of this, he is doing it. He knows what I want, he observes what I do or what I like. This is not what I ever imagined. Even if it's fake or some attraction but it's different weirdly. “ The water is warm!” Intertwining our hands, we walk side by side. It's romantic. This is what it feels like when someone holding your hand and walk by your side. It's something beautiful.The sunset is happening. The orange hue has created an entire canvas with its own color. The waves are calm now. The wind is still stro

-Jacob- The crisp and fresh scent of the air, the steaming coffee and the peaceful afternoon, nothing I could imagine to be felt so divine before. Just few months ago, I kept questioning myself, constantly. What's the reason for my existence, the reason for my hard working or the reason being so patient with my parents who never valued me as a person. What's the reason for me to stay alive even after knowing I am different than others? What's the point of living even after everything? All those questions I have kept repeating in my head until I saw her. The first thing I felt inside was - It was worth of living. It's only been a week since we have started getting closer after that night. As she promised, she has been opening up to me. She is surprisingly adorable and sweet person. like an Angel. She is intelligent too. Within few days, she has become more closer to me. She blushes every time our gaze meets. She tries to initiate the talking and physical interaction. She tries to ta