Dinner together

-Jacob-

I know, she doesn't trust me. I know, she thinks there's something going on with Eliza and me. Honestly I know that she is taking my words as lightly as possible.

But I don't feel sad about it. I am regretting for bringing Eliza on that day. I should have sent her to her family and given her the support. It was a stupid decision.

So I am not going to stop making her feel like she is the one who I truly want and always want to be with.

She looks so silent, lost. Everytime I talk to her, she just listens as if she is doing her job to listen. Her empty eyes search something in me. I don't know what she searches in me. She looked so excited when she confessed that she knows we are mates. She looks shy and somehow wishful. But that moment her turned empty and I somehow added it to the worst by stepping away from moving here immediately with her.

I don't know how to apologize and fix things. I wish she could hear my thoughts by using her mind link. Because only this way