CELESTEAwkward!That was the word I can describe the ambiance right now. Here we are still seating on the bench at park. Napaggigitnaan namin si Ivy. We are just all silence. Walang gustong magsalita sa aming tatlo. Napadako ang tingin ko kay Ivy sa biglang pagtikhim nito, but instead of meeting her eyes, ang mata ni Keith ang sumalubong sa akin. Pareho kaming nag iwas ng tingin dahil roon.Pinakiramdaman ko ang kabog ang dibdib ko. Hindi ko alam kung kaba oh kilig ito. Pero kung tutuusin ay mas madaling pakisamahan si Keith dahil may isang salita sya. Kahit kailan ay hindi pa nito ako nagawang paasahin, oh hindi kaya pareho lang din sya ng ibang lalaki? Kung papipiliin man ako between Keith and Noah Arkanghel ang pipiliin ko ay si Keith.Napakagat ako sa labi ko dahil naisip. Seriously Celeste pumipili ka? Napakaassuming ko sa part na iyon samantalang pareho naman silang walang gusto sa akin. Ouch huh reality sucks, wala naman akong nakikitang mali sa hitsura ko at isa hindi ako pan

CELESTELabis ang kabang nararamdaman ko habang isinusuot ang natanggal kong top. Ramdam ko na pinagpapawisan ang kamay ko. I don't feel such remorse when I kiss him pero hindi pa rin talaga mawala yung kaba na nararamdaman kapag alam mo sa sarili mo na may nasasaktan kang iba. The image of my sister Celestia crying and blaming me for having an affair with Noah scared me.No matter how hard I try to convince myself that its okay to have an affair with him hanggat hindi nalalaman ni Celestia tinatamaan pa rin ako ng konsensiya. I feel like my Dad was really right I was blacksheep of the family. I was rules breaker ang problema nga lang ay puro ako na lamang ang nakikita nila."Calm down Celeste, calm down i'm just here" pagpapakalma sa akin ni Noah."H-how couild I calm down Noah, Celestia was outside baka makita ka nya. Anong gagawin ko" sobrang kabog na ng dibdib ko nawawala ako sa sarili kapag kinakabahan at hindi ako makapag-isip ng tama."Shhh don't worry she won't caught us so ca

CELESTEHindi ko na alam kung ilang minuto oh oras na akong nakatingin lamang sa kisame ng kwarto. Patuloy na bumabagabag sa isip ko ang binitawang salita ni Keith. Napakalaki ng impak sa akin nun dahil on my entire life it was my first time to hear from someone that he or she wouldn't be ashame to know me instead his even so look fine and proud of me.There was a connection between me and Keith that I can't explain. I am comfortable everytime i'm with him napapanatag ako just like how I feel when I was with Noah. Posible bang magkagusto ako sa dalawang lalaki? Napakaimposible talaga! I can be with Keith, we can be together but there's something that we can't we really can't. On the other hand Noah is like a forbideen fruit no matter how dangerous to take a bite of him but I just did take a bite no matter how poisonous it is. I take a risk, at heto ako ngayon wala atang katapusan kong haharapin ang bunga ng kasalanan ko.Napapitlag ako ng may kumaluskos sa may binatana ko. And my jaw

WARNING: R18CELESTEHis hands slowly moving on my nape and now it was on my back, caressing it gently and sensually. I can now sense it, the sensual between us, the fire start to ignite and theres no way I can't stop myself and him either. I know the consequences after this but right now all I care is his sensual stroke on my back, waist and thigh. His sweet wet kiss on my lips and neck. I can't get rid of the heat through my body. Ang bawat halik nya sa aking leeg ay may dulot na kiliti."N-Noah" I can't help but to utter his name sensually as I felt his lips on my neck. He was sucking my neck and I know it would leave a mark. I don't care anymore if someone saw this kiss mark on me. All I can think right now is us skin to skin. I grip tigthly on his hair as I felt his hand going under my sleeepwear. I can't denied the fact that I love what is he doing to me, hindi ko na magawang itanggi pa iyon dahil alam ko na pareho namin ginusto ito. I'd been fantasizing about this scenario, wal

CELESTE"Can we talk privately?" And that made my heart fluttered on nervousness. I just nod my head at what he ask. Maybe he just want to tell something about our friends or favor maybe I don't have any idea. Kahit na hindi maganda ang kutob ko ay tumango pa rin ako. We are now on the garden of Architectural building pareho kaming nakaupo sa bench kung saan matatanaw ang main quadrangle ng school."I know this is not the right time totell this but I want now to pull it out of my chest. Hindi ko na kakayanin itago pa sayo ito" hindi ko magawang makipagtitigan rito nakaramdam ako ng ilang at kaba at hindi ď alam. "C-Celeste...I like you" I gulp twice at what he said nagtama ang mata naming dalawa. No one dare to broke the silence between us. I don't know what should I say I can't utter any single word. There's a part of me that want to denied that I don't know his real feelings. Ang hirap pala pag ganito nasa sitwasyon kana. I can't decide right when my feelings is not neutral kahit