CELESTE"Is there's something wrong Celeste? Kanina ko pa napapansin na wala ka sa sarili" nagpakawala ako ng malalim na buntong hininga at nginitian si Noah na nakaupo sa tabi ko. We are seating in a couch and his arms was around my waist tila wala itong balak na tanggalin iyon doon. We are watching a movie. Hindi ko ineexpect na mas clingy pa ito sa akin lalo na pay kaming dalawa lang talaga. Most of the time he just stick by my side kahit na nagluluto lamang ako ay lagi itong nakaangkla na para bang ano mang oras ay aalis ako. He said that he don't want to lose an eye on me, hindi ko maiwasang pamulahan ng mukha at kiligin.He still fetch me on different location kahit na sinabi kong the next day na lang kami rito pumunta he still insist to make me go here and spend the night with him. I made an alibi with Celestia and with my parents they seems like they don't mind though."Wala may naisip lang ako. Napagod lang siguro ako dahil sa dami ng schoolworks. Malapit na ang finals kaya
CELESTE"Can you please calm down Celeste!" Napaangat ako ng tingin ng marinig ang galit na boses ni Noah. He was standing at the door jamb while me I was just seating in his bed. His still topless and the only cloth that is covering his nakedness is the towel around his waist. "How can I Noah? Paano na lang kung malaman ni Celestia na ako talaga iyon. Natatakot ako I don't know what to do anymore! Ngayon sabihin mo sa akin paano ako kakalma! Yan kasi ang problema sayo sa huli ako ang mapuputukan lahat ng ito" He close his eyes intently before he made a paces from where I was seating. Halata sa mga kilos nito na nagtitimpi na sya sa akin alam ko ano mang oras ay sasabog na ito sa galit. But this time I will not just stay silence hindi sa lahat ng oras ay masusunod sya."Hey look at me" hindi ko sinunod ang sinabi nito I just heard him let a heavy sigh. His still trying so hard to be calm and I appreciate it hindi lang talaga ako mapakali at what my sister send at me. The picture of u
WARNING: SPGCELESTE"What's with the frown sweetie?" I even heard him chuckle habang sumusunod ito sa akin. His hair was mess dahil kakasabunot ko lamang dito but instead of getting mad at what I did he just laugh at me. Can't he see I was serious I am at eto sya nang aasar pa can I just kick his ass. Minsan talaga ay ang lakas nitong mang-asar kung kaya't hindi ko rin maiwasan na mamisikal at mainis sa kanya."Come on sweetie i'm so sorry. Ok fine I will ask permission before smacking your b---" bahagya kong sinuntok ang matigas nitong tyan dahil sa sinabi nito. Nakakainis talaga sobrang pilyo nya nanaman lalo na at dalawa lang kami. Ganun siguro talaga kapag komportable na kayo sa isat isa yung nagagawa nyo sa harap ng partner nyo yung mga unusual habit na minsan hindi kaayaaya tulad na lamang ng pag-utot, at hihikab."Halika nga maligo na nga tayo puro ka kalokohan" we spend our time on the water kahit na madilim na ang paligid ay patuloy pa rin kami sa pagbababad. I was on his sh
CELESTEOne of the things that we love to do together at weekends is going on their private island. We've been spending our free time here, making happy memories, have some fun, make love and know more each other characteristic. Like our likes, dislikes, hobbies and even our childhood memories. Sa bawat araw na lumilipas mas napapansin ko ang pagbabago nya.He became more open to me just like on how he express his ideas and his moodswings. His so possessive I also notice that he was a clingy type but I love it. If there's only thing that we can do together all day that was is cuddling. Ewan ko ba pero lagi syang nakayakap sa akin at ayaw akong bitiwan pero sa totoo lang ayaw ko talaga na bumitaw sya."Come more closer sweetie" napangiti ako dahil sa sinabi nito. Our nakedness was covered with white blanket we are just done making love at hindi ko alam kung anong oras na kami natapos. His so insatiable and now we are both tired laying on the bed and cuddling.Mas lalo akong nagsumiksik
CELESTEWeek had past and I still haven't heard anything from Noah. He said that his going to call me when he arrived at Canada but I never heard anything from him. Even a call even a single message from him. That's why i'm so upset right now I can't focus on my study and I can't even review properly because I keep thinking how is he?"Miss Celeste are you even listening?" Napahinto ako sa pag iisip ng marinig ko ang boses ng professor ko. I bit my lower lips as she gave me a dagger look and looking at my notebook. When I look at my notebook it was a mess napapikit na lang ako because of too much frustrations. "Sorry p---" hindi ko pa natatapos ang sasabihin ko ay halos mabingi ako ng marinig ang malakas nitong boses."GET OUT OF MY CLASS! MEET ME AT OFFICE AFTER THIS" wala akong nagawa kundi kunin ang bag ko at lumabas. Its happen most of the time, I was so frustrated. I don't know what to do anymore. His name are all over mine, I keep thinking about him hindi ako makapag pokus. Sob
CELESTE"S-sweetheart" the time he open the door sinalubong ako nito ng isang mahigpit at mainit na yakap na agad ko namang ginantihan. I can't help but to be teary eyed cause I really miss him so much. I miss to sniff his smell kaya't hindi ko napigilan ang sarili ko na isubsob ang mukha ko sa leeg nya."I m-miss you sweetheart" naramdaman ko ang marahang pagdampi ng labi nito sa noo at ulo ko. I also hear his sob hindi ako makapaniwala na iiyak talaga sya sa harapan ko. I can't help but to let my tears fall down from my eyes. I miss my man.We are now sitting on a sofa he even prepare a coffee and a lot of foods and it was all spanish food my eyes widen seeing a lot of paper bags there. Is he serious? Hindi ko akalain na ganyan karami ang bibilhin nya sa spain."Oh god, what's all of this Noah?" I sipped on my coffee as I felt him gently caressing my waist while his other hand was playing with my fingers tila pinagkukumpara nito ang kamay namin. He has this long fingers and hand and
CELESTENo one dare to break the silence between us. The only thing we can hear is those birds around the park and some insects that make sounds at night. Marahan akong humigop ng sabaw sa cup noodles na kinakain ko. My dad was beside me and also eating cup noodles na binili namin sa isang bukas na 24/7 store. I really don't have any idea why is he here and I can't open my mouth to say any single words and even asked why is he here at park late at night."Hmm still cold?" Napalunok ako ng marinig ang tanong ni Dad tila nahirapan ako na lunukin ang kinakain kong noodles. I can feel my dad stare at me, hindi ko magawang lumingon cause this is the first time that he would talk to me alone. Yea he talk to me too alone but he will scold me for my mistakes but right now his calm and I don't got use with this behavior of him.Hindi ko magawang sumagot sa tanong ni Dad and even look at his direction I just nod my head and continue to eat noodles at tila walang pake ang init ng sabaw at mabulu
CELESTE"Salamat dito huh" kung kanina ay hindi ko ramdam ang gutom at lamig ngayon ay ramdam ko na. Nanunuyo ang lalamunan ko at ang mga mata ko ay halatang namamaga dahil sa kakaiyak ko. I'm so thankful to Keith, he buy some foods for me and he lend me his jacket."No need to thank me sanay naman na ako na nililibre ka" bahagya pa itong tumawa hindi ko rin maiwasang mapangiti. How can he able to wear a wide and genuine smile at me sa kabila ng mga problema nito."W-why are you looking at me like that, stop it your making me shy" iniwas ko ang paningin ko dahil sa sinabi nito. I can't help but to chuckled."Wala lang, how can you smile so genuinely at me. Despite of all your problems. Your so strong I envy you" we are here in hospital ng una ay hindi pa ako makapaniwala ng dumiretso kami rito. Its been a week since his mother got confine to the hospital."If I will let my problems drag me down nothing will happen. My mom is so down right now, she's fighting for her life I need to be