I fell asleep in his arms. I had never felt more at peace and safe in my life. I never wanted this to end, but I knew I would soon leave to go and be with his brother. I wanted to take back what I said and find a way that I didn't have to leave, but I knew I couldn't stay. Too many people would get hurt if I stayed. In the morning, I woke up expecting to find Brax asleep beside me, but I was disappointed when he wasn't there. I looked around the room, searching for him. he was nowhere, and neither was blue. Dragging myself out of bed, I'm a little sore from what I did last night. I go and shower to freshen up for the day before making my way downstairs to go make a coffee. Eve was standing in the dining room setting up for breakfast she smiled when she saw me. "good morning. Alpha told me to tell you he had to rush off this morning to deal with a problem at the pack house, but he will be back shortly."I smiled at her, going over and taking a seat at the table where she had already

I got home and headed straight for my room, getting the shower; a wave of emotions hit me all at once as I came to terms with the fact that I was leaving and heading into the unknown with a man that, from what I had seen and heard was nothing but evil. My heart was breaking because I was leaving Brax and not knowing if I would ever get to see him again. My feelings for him are strong, and I know they're real. Tears fell from my eyes uncontrollably; I've always been good at controlling my emotions until now. Everything over the past few months had just become too much. I wished to be at home with my family, whom I miss more than anything. Even if they aren't my blood and their kind are born to kill my kind, they are still the people who raised me and kept me safe for the first eighteen years of my life. I wanted to hug my mum and have my dad tell me everything would be okay. I even missed my stupid brother. We'd all agreed when I'd left them only a few weeks ago that I wouldn't contac

At some point, my body gave up, and I blacked out. When I woke up, I found myself back in my cell. My body screaming at me with pain. My eyes are almost swollen shut. I'm too weak to move, so I just lay there on the cold, hard floor in a pool of my own blood. I'm no longer chained, but the collar is still tight around my neck. The dress I was wearing was no longer on me; I was left in nothing but my underwear. Closing my eyes, I let myself dream of being back safe with Brax. The realisation that I will most likely die here alone starts to set in. I don't have the energy to cry though I can feel my body slowly giving up. I wish I was strong and could make it through this, but I know I can't. Footsteps coming towards me make me open my eyes again; the scent of someone I have smelt before slowly lingers into my nostrils, making me lift my head to see Seb standing on the other side of the bars. "Seb?" my voice cracks as I talk. He doesn't answer me; instead, he stands there staring dow

I can't bring myself to look at Jack. It is eating away at me; knowing how he feels about me, he is torn between loving me because I'm his sister and hating me because of the monster that I am. I already hate myself enough for everyone. I don't want to be a monster. I hate the way I feel when power takes over my body. I sat there with my head hung low, ignoring everyone who came into the room until I felt the darkness inside of me get what I could only explain as excitement. I worked hard to keep it at bay inside of me. Lifting my head, I saw the lady who had been here the first day I got here; I'm guessing that she is the leader here. But I still can't work out what she wants with me. She looks over at Jack. "Get it out of here", she points to the door. "Don't fucking touch him", I spat at her. I can feel the darkness growing inside of me as I watch the two men grab him and start to grab him out of the room. "I'll be okay, Blair", he yells back as he disappears out the door. I cou

Seb left me, locking me inside the cell alone with the voices fighting each other in my head. I wanted to fall asleep, but I couldn't. Their voices were too loud. I could feel myself becoming more crazy by the second I begged with them to be quiet, but they didn't listen. Instead, they begged me to help them escape the pain they had been feeling. All the pain was pulsing through my body. Handprints and bruises would appear on me, only staying for minutes before disappearing again as time went on, though they stayed for longer. My body was drained and broken. After what felt like hours, maybe even days, time now had no meaning, Seb returned. I only knew he was there because the voice screamed at me that someone was coming. I couldn't unbury my head to look up at him. "Blair, I've brought someone here to see you who I think can help you," he said quietly, trying not to startle me. "blairs gone, blairs gone" I kept repeating to him. I had no control over anything I did anymore. A hand