I went inside, closing the door behind me. Turning my back to it, I slid down to the ground. I was on some kind of high; I had never had someone make me feel this way before. After a second of sitting there, the feeling that I had forgotten something returned; I hadn't noticed that it had gone away early, which I thought was strange. Blue sat there staring at me. "He was just amazing." I put my hands up to my face and let out a happy groan. "I have never in my life felt that way about someone or had them make me feel this way."Blue stood up, turned and walked away like he was over my rambling. "Okay, sorry, I get it you don't want to hear about" I got up, going into my room and changed into a black silk nightgown. I didn't want to have a shower because I never wanted to wash the feeling of his hands touching me off my skin. Crawling into bed, I closed my eyes and dreamed about him all night. I needed to see him again; I'm unsure how to make that happen. I woke up in the morning

BraxI laid there watching her walk away, not being able to do anything because of the pain I was in I have never felt anything like it before. Not even the first time i shifted into a wolf. Every inch of my body screamed in pain. I felt our bond break. I have no idea why, though, and this pain was nothing like the pain I felt when I broke my bond with my first mate. Once she was gone, I struggled to my feet, knowing that I had to get to her. Something horrible was happening to her, and even though our bond was broken, I still love her with every part of me, and I was scared that I could lose her forever. All the power she has courseing through her body now is enough to kill the strongest monsters. I mind-linked Nick to see if she had gone home. He got back to me immediately, telling me what was happening there. I shifted into my wolf and let it take over to get me there faster. The ground was shaking i knew that she was going it. I knew the energy that she was sending out would dra

We're going back to Braxs pack today; everyone agreed I couldn't stay where I was, and I couldn't go home. I don't even know what a pack is; I've been acting like I do so everyone doesn't think I'm foolish, but I have no clue I know what a pack of wolves is. Am I going to get to this pack and find a bunch of people acting like wild animals? I said my goodbyes to everyone. It was harder this time than it was before; this time, it was just different. I don't know when I'll see them again or even if I will. They're not welcome in the pack, being hunters. I don't even think I'm welcome in the pack. I don't know how any of this works, and I'm still finding it hard to believe that this is all real. I'd be lying if I said I'm not scared of what will come, and I don't know if I'll be strong enough to get through it. I can feel the power I have inside of me. It wants to destroy me and everything around me.I feel different towards Brax now; I still have feelings for him, but they are not th

I locked myself away in my room for weeks, reading book after book one, all things magical, only ever leaving to get more books or eat. I stayed away from Brax as best I could. I could tell every time I ran from him, it hurt him, but I wasn't ready to talk to him yet or even be near him. I needed to learn more about myself first before I worried about what was going on between me and him. I did find a few things in the book Of a Girl that was half wolf and half witch. Most of those books just left me with more questions than I started with, so whenever I found a book with it in it, I'd put it to the side with the others for me to return to another time. The book that had called to me when I went back to get more books it was gone, which I was disappointed by, but I didn't give it much thought.I've grown to like Eve. She told me a lot about herself and is helping me learn about werewolves and all the different things. I know she finds it crazy that I'm one and knows nothing about it,

I went with Eve, who helped me tend to my wounds before showering. I was nervous about talking to Brax about what I had just learned. But I knew I had to find out the truth about him. With my strong feelings for him, I need to learn more about him before I fall harder and possibly end up hurt.Making my way back into the dining room to find Eve waiting for me; she led me down to his office, opening the door for me to go inside. I stood there for a second; a part of me wished she could come with me. Taking a deep breath, I go in. Braxs is standing on the other side of his desk; the first thing I notice is the book from the library, the one that had drawn me to it. Standing there staring at it, I can tell he knows I'm confused about why he has that book. Before either of us speak, he places the book on the table, pushing it towards me. I look at him with confusion before reaching out and taking the book from the table, running my hand over the front cover."that book is about your pack"