All Chapters of I'm in love with my gangster boyfriend: Chapter 211 - Chapter 214

It’s like my body melts into him.All the fight, all the anger, all the fear holding me upright slips away the moment Liam’s arms close around me.I don’t even realize I’m crying until my face is pressed against his chest and I feel the wetness against my own skin. His shirt smells like smoke, like blood, like something dangerous and familiar.Trevor is gone.Dead.I should feel relief. I should feel victorious. But all I feel is this strange, aching emptiness. The space where my fight lived is hollow now, and it’s pulling me down into nothing.I close my eyes, and the world tilts. My knees give out, and Liam holds me tighter. I hear him saying my name his voice breaking in a way I’ve never heard before but it’s far away, muffled, like we’re underwater.I try to open my eyes, to answer him, but I’m so tired. My body is too heavy. My head feels like it’s sinking into his chest.A

The holidays are over.It’s supposed to be my first day back at school, but I’m still sitting on my bed, staring at my watch like I can force the hands to move backward. The seconds keep sliding away, taunting me. Each one pushes me closer to the moment I’m supposed to get up, put on my uniform, and walk out the door.But I can’t.I’ve spent more than ten days shutting the world out, and I wish I could keep doing it forever. I’ve been safe here, in the quiet, where no one can look at me with pity or curiosity, where no one can ask questions I can’t answer. Here, I don’t have to think about what happened—at least, not out loud.But the clock doesn’t care.I know, without looking, th