Alpha Braddock のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 21 - チャプター 30

It's been a few weeks since Braddock showed any affection at all towards me, I think that small kiss on my nose made him not like me as much, especially when he said it was a mistake, I can't lie that it hurt, I felt a sting of pain in my chest. I know he said he wouldn't hurt me and I trust that, but he did hurt me by saying his small little kiss on my nose was a mistake. I admit I've kept my distance, but if that was a mistake, then what am I to him but a mistake. When I talked to Cynthia about it at one of our sessions, she explained that he probably overstepped, he should have asked for my permission. I thought a kiss is supposed to be spotaneous, raw passion. She also stated that since he knows about my trauma and that he told me he wouldn't do anything to me without my conscent, he might have felt the need to apologize. Then when I asked him why he cooks and he told me he enjoys it and it relaxes him, I found the courage to ask him if he would teach me how to cook. When I

Training with Leah is always good, but today I'm so off it's not funny and there's good reason. I literally, smashed Braddock's balls this morning, in a panic attack when I realized I was on top of him in his bed. Trying to get off him, I moved too quickly and smashed my knee into his balls, the growl that errupted from him frightened me so much, I bolted into the ensuite and stayed there till I heard him leave. I got dressed and met Leah for training. Now, she's kicking my ass and I deserve it, how could I be so careless, it was my decision to crawl into his bed after he fell asleep. I wanted to be near him and not have any nightmare, so I crawled in next to him, but I guess, my body is use to being on him. Leah's voice breaks my thoughts, "okay, shower time and then I'll walk with you to meet with Cynthia for your session," she picks up my water bottle and tosses it to me. We walk towards the showers and she clears her throat, "what's going on, where were you during training

He holds my hand and leads me from the table, the music playing was soft, he wraps his muscular arm around my waist and pulls me into him, he sways his body and twirls me out and then back in. I look up at him, "I'm sorry, I don't know how to dance," my cheeks burn with embarrassement. He smiles down at me, "not a problem my love, just follow my lead.' He holds me and the next thing I know, I'm dancing with him and laughing, my body sways to the music, "see it's easy and you're a natural." We dance for a while, until I start fanning my face, "I'm a little hot, maybe we should sit a while." He nods at me and we sit and he hands me my glass of wine and I gulp it down. He archs his brow at me and then looks up in the sky, "Shit," he looks at me, "my love lets go inside, I need to lock up the house, you go upstairs and start a bath, only use cold water ok." He takes my hand and practically pulls me inside the house, shutting the doors and locking them. He walks me to the stairs an

"Okay so cooking classes begin tomorrow," I snicker at his words as I clean up the mess I made trying to make pancakes as he moves around the kitchen cooking edible food."Whatever you say, Alpha," I giggle as I sweep up the flour on the floor, then head towards the islalnd to wipe it down. His arms wrap around my waist, he places a soft gentle kiss on my neck right below my ear, his warm breath fans my ear, "I love you Charlie for trying." I tilt my head back and look up at him, his head lowers more as he places a tender kiss to my lips, I can't help but smile as he breaks it and turns back to the stove. I want to ask him if he means last night or this breakfast fiasco, maybe he means both but before I can ask the kitchen door opens and the Beta couple walks in, looking happy and relaxed as they approach the island. Beta Chris nods at me, "good morning Luna, Alpha," he looks at me and smiles as he passes and walks to the coffee maker. I jump up on a stool and Cynthia sits nex

We left the kitchen and Charlie has no idea the seed she planted when she exclaimed this was a date night, popcorn and a movie. I found myself seriously thinking once she chose Disney's Lady and the Tramp cartoon as a date night movie. I watched her as she watched in amazement, her eyes teared up when the evil cats tried to hurt the baby and how Lady was blamed. I held her close with a bowl of popcorn on my lap. Her innocence shining through her like a light house does in fog, bright and for miles, how she held on to it baffles me. I need to have real dates with her, I need to show her how stunning she really is, how pure her soul is and exactly how much I idolize her. My heart flutters as I watch her engrossed in this childs tale of love between human's and dogs. I kiss the top of her head, moving the popcorn bowl to my side and slide her on my lap. She looks at me and kisses me quickly on the lips and then snuggles into my chest as she continues to watch the movie. I pull a