TRUTH OR DARE의 모든 챕터: 챕터 161 - 챕터 170

DAMIENIt's true.I was fùcking Vanessa when Dani drunk-called me yesterday. It's actually the reason that me and Vanessa are fighting. The reason that she woke up this morning and didn't talk to me. The reason that she made only two sandwiches and one cup of coffee. Only for herself.But I understand why she's angry.I would be angry too if someone did what I did. So, this is what happened...When Dani called, we were both naked in bed. Vanessa begged me not to pick her calls. Infact, she begged me to switch off my phone. I thought that was a little dramatic. So I didn't switch it off. I just let it keep ringing. My ringtone was like the background music of our sèx.For some strange reason, Dani calling endless times thrilled me. The fact that she wanted to talk to me so desperately made me harder. I fùcked Vanessa even harder the more that she called. Obviously Vanessa noticed and this made her angry."Why can't you just switch off the fùcking phone!" She snaps. "Why can't you just

It's been a full week of friends with benefits.Fùcking on Nate's bed. Fùcking on my bed. Fùcking on the couch. And on the carpet. And on the counter. And in the shower. And in every corner of the room.It's a good distraction from the chaos in my life. For those few euphoric moments, I get to forget that my life is a mess. I get to forget that I'm wasting my life. I get to forget that I'm getting divorced. And I'm pregnant. And the father of my child hates me and probably wishes me nothing but pain and torment.And that's what I'm feeling tonight, staring at the ceiling. Pain and torment. There's no Nate to fùck the pain away. He's gone to see his parents. All I can do is lie on this bed and stare at the ceiling, wondering what my life has turned to. Using sèx as a coping mechanism. Drinking when I know I'm pregnant. Wasting my talent away because all I do is lie on this bed when I'm not busy bending over for Nate.A small smile touches my lips when I think about our little adventure

DANIThe breaking of glass wakes me up in the morning.I jump out of bed and dash to the kitchen. Nate is crouched on the floor, picking up the broken pieces of glass. He looks up at me and forces a smile. But that forced smile doesn't fool me. His red and pale eyes tell me everything I need to know."What's wrong, Nate?""Hey, goodmorning." He says with that fake smile. "Sorry I woke you up.""Something is wrong." I move closer to him. "Tell me what it is."He throws the broken pieces in the bin and turns to the coffee machine. He makes two cups of coffee and sets them on the kitchen island. The coffee is bitter so I add some more sugar. My life is bitter enough so I have to sweeten it a little bit."Sorry I woke you." He repeats. "I didn't mean to...""I just want to know what made you break the glass." I say. "Did the glass steal your girl or what?"I can't help but smile when he chuckles at that. He has the cutest little laugh."It's my parents." He suddenly frowns. "They are movi

DAMIENVanessa is lying next to me.She's sleeping so peacefully. I can't help but stare, completely in awe of her beauty. This woman is beautiful. Probably one of the most beautiful women I've ever met. From her wild hair to her soft skin to her pointed nose to her full lips to her perfect curves. God clearly took his time with her. But it's not just her beauty that draws me to her. Ofcourse it's one of the reasons that I was attracted to her. But it's not the reason that I fell inlove with her.I fell for her when I realised that she is my friend. A true friend. A best friend. A friend who sticks with me through the hard and happy times. A friend who never leaves my side. A friend who always offers her shoulder for me to lean on. Even now when I'm going through this depressing divorce, she's still holding my hand. Letting me know that she's here for me. That's the kind of friend Vanessa is. And that's why I'm so inlove with her. All this time, I've been trying to run away from wh

DANIDamien said yes.It's all over the news and it makes me sick to my stomach. We are not even done with the divorce and he's already engaged to another woman. His fùcking evil ex. I switch off the TV and toss away the remote. I storm to the kitchen to fix myself a quick sandwich. My phone starts ringing as I devour the sandwich.It's Lana."Have you seen it?" Is the first question she asks."Ofcourse I've seen it." I chew on my sandwich."He swore to you that they were just friends and now they are already engaged!" She says. "This means that they've been messing around all this time."The thought of it shatters my heart. All this time he was pretending to be friends when he knew there was more between them. It feels like a slap in the face."Let's grab coffee." She proposes. "I have a lot of stuff to whine about."****The coffee shop is almost empty.We pick our usual spot and make our orders. Lana is wearing a long floral dress. You can almost see her little bump through the dr