Lahat ng Kabanata ng My dreams, his reality (#1): Kabanata 111 - Kabanata 120

~ Harper’s POV ~ I clenched my eyes shut as waves of terrible pain wrecked me. They started from my chest and reached to my toes. I was still in my wolf form and I could still feel that I was running. My paws were thudding on the ground, leaving a trail of dust behind me and my muscles felt alive.The realization that Zara was cheating on the mate bond at this very moment was so painful. It struck me down emotionally as well as physically.I would have tripped on my own two feet and landed on the muddy, forested floor, had I not been in my wolf form. Ironically the pain was more intense because I was in my wolf form. My wolf's destined mate was cheating on the mate bond and nothing anyone could say could soften the blow. My wolf pushed me to the back of my mind and took control. My pupils would have dilated and the green in them would have become more prominent. In addition to my silver coat, I must have looked feral. I had planned to retain control of my wolf form while fighting t

"You knew, didn't you?" I accused Sebastian, as I took in his unsurprised reaction. I had just told him that he would have to let his wolf die, so he could survive and he didn't look shocked. He just looked resigned."I did." He whispered and closed his eyes and turned his head away from me. "Ever since I was struck down by the arrow laced with wolfsbane, I have suffered through endless cycles of being well and then catapulting back to bed rest. When I was attacked and my body was filled with poison, my wolf fought to keep me alive. It took so much energy out of him that he became weak against it. Every time I was getting better, my wolf was supplying me with energy. Whenever I tried to help my wolf, my health deteriorated and I was bed-bound. I have tried to save my wolf which is why I am stuck here in this bed now. I have seen it happen many times before and I somehow knew that it had happened to me, I just didn't want to accept it. I have known since before the ceremony that if I w

~ Harper’s POV ~My eyes were still stuck on the door of my office, through which my mate had just run off. Her sweet smell of chocolates and pine still lingered in the room and I couldn't help but take a few deep breaths to calm myself. I needed to do that because my wolf was going crazy. He was a hormonal mess right now and his colorful emotions right now were giving me a whiplash. He had been so angry when that bloody rogue had dated to challenge us. To a human-like Zara, the air was filled with testosterone but to a wolf, the air in my office was filled with a barely contained threat, severe competitive animosity, and challenge. By stating that I couldn't protect my mate, that filthy rogue had all but challenged my right to be Zara's mate. My wolf had fought with me to come out and put this good-for-nothing mutt in his place but I had resisted. I had planned to be calm and be in control and I had tried so very hard to be exactly that. He had tried my patience to the breaking po

The decision to enter room 216 was taken away from me as the handle turned the door swung open and a nurse came out. My tense muscles relaxed and I released a deep breath as I realized that it wasn't someone whom I was dreading meeting with. The nurse walked past me but I remained rooted in front of the semi-closed door of room 216, debating between two options, of walking inside and dunning away. Truth be told, I had no idea what I was doing there. Why was I standing here right now? There were so many places I'd rather be right then, but I couldn't just find it in myself to turn around and walk away. My palms were becoming sweaty the more I stood there, not being able to come to a decision. I could just turn around and walk away and this was exactly what was good for me but I knew that I was just running from the inevitable.Sooner or later, I was going to come face-to-face with Natalie and her baby boy. If not today, then maybe tomorrow or a week from now. I couldn't just evade t

~ Harper’s POV ~ A terrible pain in my head made me groan out loud. I had this unbearable headache all of a sudden, which felt like it could kill me any second. Without opening my eyes, I tried to figure out where I was. I seemed to be lying on the softest carpet ever, it tickled my bare limbs and made me feel like I was floating in the air. I clenched my hands into fists as another wave of terrible pain made me groan. Smooth and damp grass blades filled my fists and my eyes blew open in shock. I immediately sat up straight afraid the pain would strike again, but it never did.Instead of finding myself on the prison floor where I had lost consciousness because of the increased concentration of wolfsbane in the air, I found myself in a dark forest. I had never seen these woods in my life, so I was sure that I wasn't in my pack's territory anymore.Great, I had no idea where the rogue I was torturing, Aaron was and I had no clue what had happened to Aiden. Did the rogues kidnap him a