Lahat ng Kabanata ng How To Mate With An Alpha: Kabanata 61 - Kabanata 70

Samiya’s POVZain called for my mother? At that point in time, I was completely unsure about what I was supposed to think and what I wasn’t supposed to think. My eyes shifted from my mother, who still had her head bowed and was waiting for Zain’s next command, then, to my mate, Zain, who I could see silently gloating.“Maybe you should have just told him the truth,” I heard Scarlet’s voice echo in my head.“And maybe I can go ahead and tell him that the reason why I joined the contest in the first place was because I was so desperate to change my rank and because I wanted to have my sweet revenge on Meidran! How do you think that sounds, huh?!” I barked at Scarlet, failing to keep my growing frustration under control.I expected Scarlet to match my frustration with hers or just go ahead and hide in some corner of my mind when things got tough like she always did. Instead, she released a sigh, completely catching me off guard.“Our mate can be a horrendous jerk every once in a while,

Samiya’s POVMy eyes fluttered open and the first person I saw was Zain.Of course.His midnight blue eyes were apologetic and his eyebrows were knitted into a frown. I tried to see if I could access any of his emotions or thoughts like I could the other time, but when I tried, I was met with a mental wall.We were back to square one.So, I could only read his thoughts and feel what he felt when Ralph was around and anytime he wanted he could have access to all of me. Great!I tried to push myself up so that I could sit properly, but when I tried, the level of pain I felt made me lie back down on the bed with a wince.“Your body is not used to silver, redhead. If I weren’t your mate you would probably be dead. So please lie back down,” Zain finally spoke.I was angry with the werewolf for so many reasons, but at the same time, I was happy that he was okay, and I wanted to know how he felt after my confession.While I wanted to be stubborn for the rest of the day or even the entire wee

Samiya’s POVMaybe on some other day, I would have clenched my fingers so hard that blood flow would have been a foreign concept. Maybe on some other day, I would have gone on a ramble about how I was Luna now and how different I was from the Samiya he knew two years ago, but not today. Today, I was tired. Drained. And lacking all forms of patience.Stepping to the left of where Meidran stood, I released a sigh before saying, “Walk with me.”Without waiting for a response, I began to move. Zain didn’t trust Meidran. Jenna didn’t like Meidran. There had to be something more to him than the werewolf that broke my heart years ago, and I was finally ready to see past all of that. It was when I began to hear quiet strides trail behind me that I came to understand that this method was better.“You have really changed, Miya,” Meidran commented moments after he had caught up to me.“What is the goal, Meidran?” I asked, not bothering to spare the Beta a glance.The next few moments were shrou

Samiya’s POVThis was all I had ever wanted, yet somehow, and in some twisted way, it felt like I was farther from it than I was in the beginning. Sitting on Zain’s bed, my mind couldn’t help but wander back to the conversation in the meeting room. The werewolf didn’t even try to look back at me during most of the conversation. We were less than an arm’s length away from each other, and yet it seemed as though we were seas apart.My hands gripped the sheets beneath me, squeezing and twisting them in all directions as though they were the reason for my discomfort before releasing an agitated breath. Tears began to cloud my vision, and the rush of blood in my ears was deafening. The more I tried to calm myself, the more I found myself sinking. This was supposed to be the point where I broke free. I had the title of Luna. I was mated to the Alpha. And I finally had a better rank — I had the best rank. But no one here trusted me with anything. I couldn’t even lay a finger on Meidran if

 Samiya’s POVZain’s suspicion of my new act was as clear as day.With each move I made, his eyes followed, but I wasn’t willing to drop the act. Moving as quickly as my feet let me, I erased all traces of the breakdown I had earlier. I could allow Zain to see me like this, but Miss Shuzen was a different ball game. She was the epitome of principle, respect, discipline, and wisdom, and if I ever wanted to become her protégé, I needed to mirror that… or at least get as close to it as possible.Staring at the mirror again and making sure I looked as close to perfect as possible in such a short time frame, I smiled to myself. A wave of satisfaction washed over me as I stepped away from the mirror and sauntered towards my mate.