All Chapters of How To Mate With An Alpha: Chapter 81 - Chapter 90

Samiya’s POVRalph and I were at a battle of wills. Our eyes locked in on one another, neither willing to yield.Still sitting on the bed and maintaining a steady gaze on Ralph, I thought up different solutions to the current dilemma. I could run out of here to get the silver pellets and tea, but then that would mean leaving Ralph alone, and leaving Ralph alone entailed possible carnage. I could call Miss Shuzen, but I wanted to prove to the old woman that I could hold my own. Maybe my ego had overshadowed my sense of logic, but it felt right at the time, so I discarded that choice altogether as well.“Miya, he won’t hurt us,” Scarlet’s voice echoed in my head, pulling me away from the silent battle I had with Ralph.And as though Ralph had been engaging in a different battle entirely, he sat on his hind legs and dropped his snout on my thighs, bending his head slightly.“See?”My head tilted to the side as I looked into the wolf’s crimson eyes once more.Staring into those blood-lik

Samiya’s POV I needed to do something with all the free time I had. And so, I called Jenna along with a few maids in the castle to carry some treats along with them. It was high time I was reintroduced to the pack members as Etrana’s Luna. First, we were to visit the grand market square. It was the last place that I wanted to visit, and even though I kept telling myself that I had become an entirely different person since my public humiliation, the fear still lingered, continuously taunting me. I could have sworn that I would have canceled this trip entirely, but my one mistake was carrying Jenna along. She was irritatingly persistent. “The marketsquare is the best place for us to start if you really want to show the people how much you care.” “Think about it, Luna, it would be filled with people of different ranks and different ages. It’s the best place to get reach. I can just imagine the news, the papers, and gossip would carry. News will spread of how good you are fast. And

Samiya’s POVThe words left my mouth before I could register a thing. While I felt something subtle begging to take back those words and change the entire narrative of the situation I was now sitting in, I simply could not. So I stayed trapped in my own glasshouse of demise as I watched Zain struggle to get in.My eyes fell to the hand that Zain was now gently squeezing. I could imagine what his reaction would be when he found out about what happened in the market square. More importantly, I wonder what dark thoughts would run through his mind?Would he try to understand and comfort me? Would he be disappointed? Would he think that he chose the wrong Luna?The last thought alone was enough to send another jolt of pain straight to my chest. I thought I had handled more than enough pain but clearly I was wrong. I thought that I had overcome my past but clearly I was wrong. The way things happened in the market square today just informed me on how behind I was and having Zain kneel i

Samiya’s POVUncertainty had become my only constant. Since the first day I stepped foot into this castle, life itself felt like it had become a game. Every piece I thought I placed with care only redrew the board, until I found myself caught in an endless gambit.One moment, I was crumbling in Zain’s arms, ready to relinquish the title of Luna I had worked so hard for. The next, I was watching Zain bare his heart out to me in ways that I had believed impossible in the past. And now, I followed him as he led me to a meeting with the council members.To say that today had been eventful would have been an understatement.Zain pushed open the large doors to the meeting hall with one touch, and when everyone turned to look at us, the hairs at the back of my neck stood. Suddenly, I became hyperaware of every single little detail. Like how Zain hardly gave us any time to make ourselves look presentable and just dragged me out of the room the moment I said yes. Like how I was sure my eyes w

Samiya’s POV“One of the key reasons you were able to recover so fast and so well after you took silver the last time was because I made sure to stay beside you until you woke up. You need your mate if you are going to go through this madness and I can’t be there for you if I am going to be locked up the entire night, Samiya,” was Zain's one-thousand complaint this night alone.“Then I can take my silver after… when I’m done helping you get through the night,” I fired back, sitting on the bed and watching Zain pace around the room frantically.He paused.“No. You don’t want to see that. No one deserves to see that,” Zain stared into a far distance as he spoke and I had no doubt in my mind that ghosts from the past were haunting him.This was exactly why I needed to be with him.Now that I was in a better state of mind, Ralph’s plea echoed in my head and I made up my mind that I would do everything I could to make Zain feel less lonely in all of this while we tried to find a cure.“And