A few weeks later... LACHLAN There was something wrong with me. I couldn’t pin point it. But there was a sort of melancholy surrounding my heart for some reason that I didn’t want to look too deep into. It was born on the day I came back from Italy with Juhan. It was just a fleeting thought at the time, something I used to brush off and even hated to have that vile thought in my mind to begin with.I fought it, buried it and tried to even suffocate it. But with each day that passed that thought has become a thorn in my side. A sick, twisted, voice that keeps haunting me. Telling me that I didn’t belong here anymore. That they both have each other. They are a family of three and I was an outsider. No. They didn’t make me feel like that. No. They didn’t say or do anything to make me have such thiughts or to hurt my feelings. I was the one hurting myself. I was the one who couldn’t hold myself steady while each day pushes me into a spiral I didn’t think I could com
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