Tous les chapitres de : Chapitre 71 - Chapitre 80

Author Pov's . Ryan kneeled in front of Monika and wiped her tears, then held her shoulder to make her stand. She was looking at him silently. "Why are you crying now?" He snarled, hating to see tears in her eyes. "I never wanted to hurt you," she whispered. He looked at her and then sighed. "Stop crying," he said in a calm tone, not wanting to see her like this. She nodded and tightened her lips to keep herself from crying. After a minute of silence, she raised her head and looked at him, only to find him staring at her. She again broke down into tears, realising she lost her friendship and love again. After falling in love with Ryan, she is sure she can't come into a relationship with Gabriel, and now, Smshe is afraid that Gabriel will break the friendship after hearing her decision, and it won't change anything because her love, Ryan, already hates her. She lost both Ryan and Gabriel today. "What do you want, Monika? I will do as you say, but please stop crying," Ryan said,

Author Pov's . Monika was looking at Gabriel who opened his eyes and looked at her when she didn't respond. "Huh?" She gave him a confusing look because the whole time, the thought of their relationship didn't even cross her mind. She was just worried for Gabriel before and was now happy that he had found his mate, but Gabriel was adamant about ending things between him and Monika. "Ohh... Wait! Our relationship" Monika muttered and then closed her eyes and cursed herself for being so stupid and taking things slow. She opened her eyes and looked at Gabriel. She felt awkward now that he brought up the topic of their relationship. "I... I can understand... Rose is alive." She bites her tongue, realising she is making things complicated. "I mean to say I can understand you can't be with me," She said and passed him a smile, unable to understand how to share with him that even she didn't want to continue this relationship and had feelings for Ryan. She shook her head, thinking of te

Author Pov's . After the intense fight with Monika, Ryan was fuming in anger and upset with himself for even thinking of loving someone again. "It's all my mistake. I was happy and living with Jenny's memory. Don't know why and where I lost my mind and thought of giving a chance to Monika" Ryan growled and punched on the wall to pour his anger on something. He was feeling intense anger and pain after Monika told him she wanted Gabriel. "Why did she ask us to give her a chance when she wanted to choose Gabriel?" Wild whimpered. "Because she was making sure to have two options" Ryan hissed. "Two options?" Wild asked confusingly. "Yes... If one person rejects her, then she has others ready to come into a relationship and mark her" Ryan grimaced. Somewhere, he knew he was speaking rubbish, but at the moment, he just wanted to let out his anger by any means, including battering or uttering things that made no sense. "I know what Monika did was wrong, but it's not that she kept us

Author Pov's .Ryan was kissing Monika. Their eyes were closed as if they were living in that moment. He opened his eyes and smiled when he noticed her eyes closed. "Ryan" She moaned in his mouth when he bit on her lower lip, intensifying her emotions and the se*ual tension between them."Let's mate with her," Wild said. Ryan's eyes shot up when he heard him, realising what he was doing with Monika and what effect his kiss was having on Wild, Monika and Anika. He shook his head and parted away from Monika who had a beautiful smile on her face. She opened her eyes and looked at him."This is wrong... I---I'm sorry" her smile withered upon hearing his words. It was like he took out her heart and crushed it under his feet. Tears rolled down her cheeks. "You and I both belong to someone else... We shouldn't do this," He snarled, regretting kissing someone who rejected him a few hours ago for her boyfriend."F*ck... She is in heat, that's why she kissed me, but what had happened to me?

Author Pov's.Ryan took control from Wild and looked at Anika who was sleeping in his arms. Tears of guilt rolled from Ryan's eyes. He felt like he took advantage of her condition despite it being Anika who forced him. More than that he was feeling like he betrayed his Jenny. He wasn't prepared for this.Ryan made Anika lie down on the ground gently, making sure not to wake her up, unaware that Monika was awake. Just when he was about to stand up, Monika took control from Anika and opened her eyes, startling Ryan."I didn't know you were so excited to leave that you wouldn't even wait for me or Anika to wake up," she muttered and sat straight, then crawled in a ball, feeling uncomfortable. Ryan looked around and found her coat at a distance. He picked it up and then made her wear it from behind. Monika was feeling numb, unable to understand how to react or what to say and Ryan was feeling guilty and frustrated because of the situation in which they were."I wasn't leaving but wanted