All Chapters of My Sister’s Ex boyfriend Is My Mate: Chapter 131 - Chapter 138

“I hate myself. I hate myself” I repeated, as tears streamed down my face. I screamed my lungs out. I did it again. And again, and again but I didn’t feel any better. My heart was heavy… too heavy that I couldn’t bring myself to stop crying or even feel the slightest bitterness. Why me? Why me God?Each time I fall in love something bad just has to happen. Am I not destined to be loved and in love? Am I not worthy of love? Am I not deserving of that peaceful love?More tears streamed down my face. I felt miserable. One moment I was happy that Luca loves me but another moment I felt awful because he can’t love me. He just has to let go…. Stop loving me. Stop seeing me and never ever love again.My heart shattered as I thought about it. My throat was closing up, and I felt as if I was losing my mind. Nothing made me feel any better. I fell to the ground crying. I couldn’t even take myself to my room to cry, that was how miserable I was.I know I have to do it anyway— I have to talk

I didn’t waste any time. I ran as fast as I could. The wind hit me hard, but I didn’t stop. I couldn’t stop. I needed to get to him as soon as possible.I wouldn’t let Lucinda near him. She’d already done too much damage. I wouldn’t let her hurt him again.I rushed into the room where Luca was supposed to be, only to find it empty. Velmira and the other helpers were there, but Luca wasn’t.My heart dropped. "Where is Luca?" I asked, panic creeping into my voice.Before they could answer, he stepped out of the bathroom. "Bella," He said, confused. "What’s going on? Why do you look so panicked?""You need to leave. Lucinda’s here." I saidThe tray Velmira was holding clattered to the floor, her eyes wide with shock. "What?""Yes, she’s here," I confirmed, then turned to Luca. "You should find a safe place to stay with Velmira and the others.""Okay, let’s go." He said urgently "No, she’s after you so you should go okay." I said "Well then come with me," He said as he stepped closer, r

~ AARON’S POVWalking back home, I heard an unusual sound of horns blowing. I halted immediately, my heart pounding as I looked around carefully making sure I didn’t miss a single spot. I know that sound. It is an alarm that could only mean one thing: an intruder.I hurried to the nearest station, where my pack members seemed to be preparing for a war. Luca appeared suddenly, out of breath."Lucinda is here."My heart sank as I stared at him. "What?""She’s here with the witches." He said, panicking. "Where is she?""At the ward. That’s the last place one of her witches was spotted."My heart dropped "Oh no, Luca." I exhaled heavily, my chest tightening. This is going to be bad. I can already feel it."You need to look after the others. Make sure everyone is safe. I’ll find Luca and Bella." I said "Okay."I rushed out, running as fast as my legs could carry me. I howled along the way, warning everyone to stay inside while my pack worked to protect the rest.I knew Lucinda—how rec

~ LUCA’S POV She took the shot for me. She died because of me. Tears ran down my cheek as flashes of Amaya falling replayed behind my eyes. Lucinda killed her. She killed my mother. My heart stopped for a second as everything tangled in my head: how she bled, how she fell, how she stopped breathing. And I couldn’t do anything. I’d failed as a son. I couldn’t protect her when she needed me most. I just watched her like a statue. I couldn’t touch her. I couldn’t speak to her. I couldn’t even tell her that I loved her. Tears kept falling. I still can’t believe that I lost my mother for good and it’s all because she was trying to save me. Lucinda is the cause of this. I won’t spare her. I will make her pay for what she did. Lucinda dragged me back into the muse and left me sitting on a wooden chair, unable to move while the other witches, including Madrid, talked in a language I didn’t understand. I can’t believe this is the same woman the moon goddess made my ma