I sit on the exam table, hands clenched in my lap, trying to steady my breathing.The doctor watches me, patient as ever. Like she’s waiting for me to speak first.She finally exhales softly. “I know this isn’t easy, Selina.”I nod, my throat tight. “Yeah.”She leans forward slightly. “We don’t need to rush. It’s important you’re sure about your decision.”I swallow hard. “You mean termination.”A pause. Then, a quiet, “Yes.”I let out a slow breath. “I don’t even know how I feel about that.”“There’s np right or wrong feeling,” she says gently. “Only what’s right for you.”I look up at her. “I feel… guilty for even considering it.”She doesn’t look surprised. “That’s normal.”“I mean, what kind of person thinks about—” I shake my head. “I don’t know if I can do it. But I also don’t know if I can’t.”The doctor nods, giving me space. “It’s okay to sit in that uncertainty. You don’t have to rush a decision.”I let out a humorless laugh. “It doesn’t feel like time is on my side.”She gi
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