194 JOANA’S POV After everything Clinton did to save me, there was no doubt in my mind—I owed him everything. My life. My future. My sanity. He charged through bullets for me, picked me off the ground when I was moments from collapsing, carried me into freedom, and never once hesitated. He had risked death, and now... he was somewhere between it and life. And I was here... alive, assembled by machines and sorrow, but down there in the hall, he lay in a coma. I was sitting down on the edge of the hospital bed, with my hands tightly clasped before me in my lap, staring at the blank wall. The painkillers did stop the pangs in my ribs but not in my chest. Sleep had stolen in and fled like a spectre, airy and haunted, but today I got myself out of bed. Mirabel. Jake. Japheth. My babies. Thoughts of them set a new circle of emotion ablaze. I didn’t know how I’d manage to hold myself together once they arrived. How could I? After all they’d been through. After all, I'd hidd
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