Semua Bab Dangerous Affairs with my bodyguard: Bab 141 - Bab 150

"Asher look, Timothy is... stressed, pissed and confused okay? how are you gonna react if see some evidences that point out that your mother killed your father? someone you trust so much with your entire life, and then watch her crash out for accusing her of something like that?"."Accused? of course I'll break a bottle over someone's head. See clear evidences and still live in denial? no I won't".I sighed and ran my hands through my head."Okay I'm sorry okay, but I don't know what to say or do right now, because everyone is messy right now, and I don't know okay? who do you want me to believe? I don't know who to believe"."Do you believe me?"."Of course I do, I was with you all through last week, plus why would you even do any of that"."What if I wasn't with you? what if I was here in New York, will you still Believe them?"."Where is any of this driving at Asher?"."Your entire family hates me! they think I'm trying to sabotage whatever shit they've been hiding for years, they

ASHER * * Whenever I go through a bad break-up, there's usually three things that comes in mind to do. 1) Crash out. Just cry and listen to Olivia Rodrigo and ghost everyone for weeks 2) Drink till stupor. 3) Fuck I took the third option. Now there's something called Sober sex, you fuck the closest person around when you're sad, depressed or angry. I don't want to crash out, and I don't want to drink... sex is the only option left. And I chose someone I think I should have fucked a long time ago, probably to get it out of my system. I knocked on his door. He looked surprised to see me. "Hey, what's up?". "Do you want to fuck me?", I asked. He seemed taken aback. "Huh?" "Do you want to have sex with me?". "I...I don't know, why are you even asking that.. is this like a test or?". "Yes or no before I change my mind!". "Uhm, sure", he said. I pushed him inside his house and smashed my lips on his. Emotionlessly. This has to be the most emotionlessly kiss I've had

SEBASTIAN **It was Stephanie's birthday, and we were going to use it as a reunion. Honestly since Timothy and I fell out, the whole group just started drifting apart. No matter how we tried to make things normal, it just couldn't work that way, and we were going to change that. Stephanie wanted it to be like old times; A sex party. But it just couldn't be the same way, because Timothy is getting married and Carla would probably cut his head off if she found out he use to attend those kind of things.So we finalized on a normal pool party. It was nice seeing all of us together again, laughing happily and talking about our life experiences of recent.It got better when Rebecca and Beatrice came a little later. They were getting married too, and it was going to be a week after Timothy's because they didn't want to crash theirs.Apparently getting married was the new deal, everyone was doing that. Everyone except me.You know the craziest part of everything? I was the only single per

SEBASTIAN. * * I told myself I was going to give finding Asher one more chance. Just one. I grabbed my phone and dialed a number. "Hello good morning Mr Greenwood". "Mr Peterson", I said. "How are you doing sir". "I'm doing well, I uhm, I want to ask you something, I don't know if you'd have answers but... you're the last person I have in mind to reach out to", I said. "Any problem at all sir?". "No no it's about Asher", I said. "Oh... okay what about him?". "When last did you uhm, hear from him?". "Is there a problem? is he missing or something?", he asked sounding worried. "No not at all, I just haven't heard from him in a while, he stopped working for me and I just thought I'd check in to see if he was okay". "Well honestly I haven't heard from him in a while, the last time we spoke was when he wanted to get a degree, and then we saw briefly on his graduation, I came to see him, to congratulate him ... I mean... I know it doesn't count but I actually wanted to make p

I suddenly changed my mind on my way home. I know I said I was going to give him a chance and all, yes, but, I just don't know why I suddenly didn't want to do that anymore.Damn it's like I've lost interest in... both men and women. Whatever tension or chemistry that was happening in the bar, I suddenly didn't feel it anymore.We got to my place and I ushered him in."Fancy place you got here", he admired "Trust me it's nothing "."So this is where Greenwood spends his "Busy day " in huh?", he asked walking in."Naa, I actually spend it at work, I even have a room right next to my office if I want to crash there and all"."Wow, you seem really invested in what you do",he said."I don't really have a choice", I said and grabbed a bottle of wine from the mini wine bar"This is my favorite, you should try it", I SAID pouring him a glass."If I take another glass of wine I might loose grip", I said handing him a glass "Well I'd love to see you loosen up a bit ", he said."Oh believe m