Lahat ng Kabanata ng Dangerous Affairs with my bodyguard: Kabanata 11 - Kabanata 20

"Uhm I am...sir I am". "Hey hey hey don't call me that, fuck we're not at work, please call me Sebastian", he said rubbing my arms gently. I swallowed hard. This is wrong, this is so wrong. "Sir you're... you're drunk". "Yes I am, so what? do you like my dick or not?", he asked. His eyes, his goddamn sexy drunk eyes. "Sir i-" "Asher don't pretend like you don't, I see you get hard the moment you look at me everytime", he whispered pulling closer. "And guess what it's mutual, cuz I'm just fucken hard right now just looking at you, looking at how bad you want me but you're trying to be civil, and that's boring", he said stroking my cheeks. "You .. you said at work today that I'd loose my job if I do anything out of line", I stated hoping that will make him change his mind. "We're not at work now, are we?", he whispered and then bit my ear softly, making me shiver. I'm loosing every decency and self control left in me right now. "I'm a man just so you know, and you're drunk

SEBASTIAN. * * I know, you all think I'm a bad person, but before you come for me, no I did not regret it, I didn't, not for one second or minute. And I meant everything I told him. Everything. Hell I wasn't even that drunk. It's just that this morning, I realized I actually did it, and I had to do and say something to him, I had to. And I didn't want to talk about it. I don't want to talk about the fact that I'm into men, and I'm so into him. It's my secret to take to my grave. My father will disown me if he ever find out I'm into men. I'll loose the company too, I'll loose everything. It will be so scandalous. I can't afford to risk that, risk my whole life on one moment. So the best thing I had to do was to pretend like he didn't exist, last night never happened and push him away. And my entire mood got ruined already from just waking up to the thought that I can't do what makes me happy and be with who I want to be pissed me the fuck up He looked so stressed and worrie

SEBASTIAN Anthony had already fumed and left, oh and he left his wife here, he told her to meet him at the club whenever she wants, but she's pregnant obviously, so that can't work. So she's here trying to talk to my mother and Rebecca to keep her busy. Honestly I pity her, Anthony obviously married her because of the company, but it's different with Rebecca because she's fully aware of that. Camille actually loves Anthony, she really does that I feel sorry for her, because he's never going to return that love for the rest of his life. Anthony doesn't love, he doesn't let anyone or anything come close to his heart. The only thing he ever did was getting my father's company and see how that's making him act. Sometimes I just want to end everything and give it up to him but, I just can't; Anthony can't do it. He'll run everything based off his emotions and feelings and it's a bad start. Everyone was having fun, My mom were with the ladies, my dad had gone inside right before Ant

SEBASTIAN * * "Asher please could you excuse us", I said. He nodded and left. "What the fuck do you mean dad has Cancer?". He sat down. "I went to meet our doctor today, for my wife's pregnancy stuffs ". "Well that's a first ", I mumbled. "Sebastian focus, I went to meet him today and I was just going through our family files and I saw Dad's, I was in his office alone, cuz he left them on his table while he attended to Camille. I saw Dad's and I opened it, I even took pictures of it ", he said showing me his phone. "Dad has Leukemia, the real reason he's not visited the company in months is not because he wants us to handle things on our own, it's because he's been in Chemotherapy in and out of it.i confronted the doctor about it and he kept on apologizing and begging me not to tell my father because it was supposed to be a secret. Dad's dying, that's why he wants to see everything in order before he does, the doctor said he'll stop chemo once he sees things in order". I s

ASHER * * Lucy asked me out on a date, a real date. Outside work. It was Mr Greenwood's week off so I basically had nothing as an exclusive, I accepted obviously because I didn't want to be a terrible person. She's nice, sweet, very soft spoken and gentle. She's an interesting girl. She talked about her ex's. They were all nice cool guys but they couldn't work out because she had high standards and wouldn't settle for bare minimum. "I'm bare minimum", I stated. "No you're not, you literally set a date at your office cuz we couldn't make out time to have a proper one, that's the definition of if he wanted to he would. Some guys will use that as an excuse." "Well true". "So enough about me, tell me about your relationships in the past". Lol, I've fucked 3 men, was in a situation with a guy and was in a relationship with a supermodel who ended up cheating on me with two other guys, it's the classic. Oh and I'm in love with my boss. But instead I say; "There's nothing to tal