— ELENA —The safe house was in Connecticut.Not what I had expected when I imagined the word safe, not warm, not hidden, not the specific cozy concealment of something built to comfort. It was a house that communicated function rather than feeling. Clean lines. Minimal furniture. Windows that faced a direction that gave nothing away about where exactly in Connecticut we were. A house that had been used for this purpose before and showed it in the specific, impersonal quality of spaces that were everyone's temporarily and no one's permanently.I had been here for four days.Four days of the driver bringing food that I ate mechanically at the kitchen table. Four days of a phone that could receive but not make calls, De Luca's restriction, explained without apology by a man I had still not met in person, communicated through the driver who was the only human contact I had. Four days of a pregnancy that was advancing with the relentless biological efficiency of something that did not car
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