Semua Bab Till Divorce Do Us Part: Bab 331 - Bab 340

MARKLast night had been the worse night of my life. Several times, while I spent the entire night at the balcony upstairs, I almost went back into the room and told Alexa what had happened.I felt my cock again and again, but it didn’t seem like anything was wrong, so why had I been weak when we kissed.The only thing I did to have saved myself of the shame and humiliation was to leave immediately before she found out. No one ever knew what I had been dealing with since the accident. Yes, Ivy did almost figure out and even tried to ruin my reputation with it, but the news had died really fast.No one understood what it meant for a man to have such issues for five years. I had had to stay away from Alexa and not touch her all through our marriage, and I had had to navigate my way with Ivy through excuses and lies.This was something that was capable of ruining a man’s reputation forever, and as a Ronaldo who held onto pride as though it was a lifeline, I couldn’t have told her. Instea

MARKMona intensified the kiss, and I gave in to it. I realized that I hadn’t even bothered with anyone else because my mind had been on Alexa. Also, even before I was declared healed, Alexa had been the only one whom my cock responded to.And she was still the only one I wanted.Now that I had proven my experiment and concluded that the doctor was right about being nervous; with Mona, I hadn’t felt the need to impress, and she didn’t have the hold that Alexa had on me, I decided to end it.Slowly and gently, so that I wouldn’t come off as rude, I ended the kiss.“Is anything the matter?” Mona asked worriedly.And in that moment, I felt disgustingly guilty.First of all, I shouldn’t have led Mona on. I shouldn’t have used her desires to try out an experiment, and secondly, I felt as though I had cheated on Alexa. Granted, Alexa was with Donald for heaven knew how long until things went south, and I hoped that it had really gone south, and I couldn’t tell if she and Donald had had anyt

ALEXAHad Mark been watching me the whole time?“What are you doing here?” I asked him again when he didn’t answer my question, trying not to sound as upset and shy as I was feeling inside.I didn’t know where Mark had gone, and I told myself that I shouldn’t care either, but there was nothing else to do. So, after I made a call to my secretary, deliberating not calling Noelle, and she gave me a breakdown on how business was going, I decided to do something that would take my mind off Mark and the humiliation he put me through last night.Staying idle would make me dwell on the thought and I didn’t want to because it would do nothing but make me more ashamed and humiliated.Then I remembered some of the lingerie I had bought on my tour which I had packed along for this trip.Lingerie wasn’t for swimming, but then again, I didn’t bring any swimsuit because I didn’t think I would have need of it. “I saw the pool through the window, Alora. Can I swim in it?” I had asked Alora who had sm

IVYI could barely stop thinking about Lina Barry, and since the last time, I hadn’t seen her around. I had checked around and looked, but there wasn’t any trace of her; almost as though she hadn’t existed here.I knew I wasn’t crazy to have imagined the encounter in my head. Even if I wanted to think of anyone at all, it certainly wouldn’t be Lina Barry. She was the actress who had been very famous and excellent at her acting skills. A lot of people loved her. She was on every red carpet event. She had awards. She signed endorsement deals. She had fans drooling over her. Bloggers and news reporters wanted to have an interview with her by all means, but suddenly, in the flash of light, she fell off the radar.And she was almost easily forgotten.No one thought about her anymore or even asked questions because she stopped showing on television screens. I hadn’t bothered about her as well because in all honesty, at a point, I had begun to envy her. I had wanted what she wanted, but I j

IVY“You are going to rot there, Ivy. I will make sure of it.”Those had been Donald Shell’s exact words before I returned the phone to the officer. The moment I heard his voice, I knew that he had called to taunt me.He had called to make mockery of me and to aggravate me, and I couldn’t take that, and so I proceeded to end the conversation, but then he had said those words.They had been dreadful.They had been deep.And Donald had meant every word of it.He wanted to make me rot here, which was why my mental scan had come back negative. Tears burned the back of my eyes as I realized that I was in for something worse. “I am never getting out,” I said to myself as the tears burned deeply into me.My heart was heavy with grief and rage, but it seemed as though there was nothing I could do about it. I was helpless. The only idea I had come up with, the doctor had blatantly turned me down, and now, I didn’t know what else to do.“I am going to die here,” I said to myself again.My life