Semua Bab She's the Alpha : Bab 111 - Bab 120

Raven’s POV. I pushed Kai off me so fast, he stumbled back, his eyes still wide in shock. My lips were still tingling, my heart thudding loudly. I can't believe a stupid “show him who's boss” plan led to this. I just wanted to punish Kai for mocking me— not kiss him. Leslie laughed. “You are so cooked, like hot lava cooked,” she mocked. Okay, sooner or later I would have to meet the moon goddess to trade Leslie for a bag of potatoes. I scrambled to my feet and turned toward my mother and Damien. Damien’s jaw was clenched so tight, I swore I could hear his teeth grinding. His fists were balled at his sides, his eyes burning holes through me.“Damien,” I called, stepping toward him.My mother stepped forward. “It haven't even been a week and you are already back to him,” my mother spat. I ignored her, my eyes flickering back to Damien. “Damein, please, listen to me, it's not what it looks like,” I pleaded, he turned to Kai with a glare and walked away. “Damien, wait,” I said, jo

Raven’s POVI ran into the woods faster than my legs could carry me. I didn’t know where I was going but I just needed to get away from here. My eyes fell freely. I didn't bother to stop them. I still couldn't believe it. I yanked my head and let out a painful howl— so loud that it scared the bats in the area. I couldn't believe I fell for his trap, I can't believe I gave him everything. “Kai,” I cried, falling to the ground. I gave him my heart, and he crushed it. He onl loved me because he wanted to kill me. I was a joke to him. He must have laughed so hard seeing how foolishly I fell in love with him. I started running again like I could run away from the truth. It was just too much to bear. I stopped running when I reached the edge of the river, dropping to my knees. I cried so hard I thought my ribs would break. I screamed into the night, into the trees, hoping the wind would carry my pain away.I can't believe Kai, who I thought was my world turned out to be my greatest e

Raven’s POVAs soon as the door slammed shut behind us, I barely had a second to breathe before her hand cracked across my cheek.My mother slapped me—hard.The sound echoed in the hall like thunder, and my head turned with the force of it. Damien froze in place, his mouth fell open. My mother was boiling in rage, he knew better than to intervene and I knew better than to defend myself— what was I going to defend myself about. “You stupid, blind little girl,” she hissed. “I warned you. I warned you about Kai.”I swallowed hard, tasting blood. “I’m sorry,” I whispered, my head down. “Sorry?” she scoffed, her voice filled with disdain. “Sorry doesn’t fix anything. You let your feelings cloud your judgment. You let a Lycan inside our walls. You trusted him more than your own family.”I raised my head up, tears flowing down my cheeks. “You are right, I should have listened to you, I should have known better—” my voice cracked. “I'm sorry, I know what I have done can't be forgiven but I'

Raven's pov. I stood in front of the mirror, staring at myself. The priestess had said the bond with Kai was broken but looking into my own eyes, I wasn’t sure. Was it really gone? I didn’t feel different. Even though I didn't know what I was supposed to feel. “You are going to be fine,” Leslie reassured me. I forced a smile, my fingers tracing the curve of my face on the mirror. It didn't look like I was going to be fine. I left like a failure yet I was filled with an anger that could destroy the world when it explodes. I wanted vengeance, enough is enough. I was tired of people telling me what to do, how to do it and saying nonsense about fate— I own my destiny, no one does and for once I was tired of listening to everyone. The only thing I agree with the moon goddess is accepting who I am— Rowan, the ruthless Alpha who would do anything to protect his people. I have almost slipped from that position but not again— I was back to dominate and that means getting the elders under

Raven’s POVIt’s been two days since I got the letter. Two exhausting days where I was always at alert, where every sound became a threat, every moment became suspicious. I burnt the letter but that couldn't take away the fear, it was like Kai was following me everywhere. If he wasn't how would he have known that Damien and I had sex and just immediately after that he sent a letter through a bird. Kai was closer than I thought, he has become a shadow I can't shake off, he was too close— he was definitely in the palace. So was Lara. They said talking to someone was like solving half the problem but in this case, talking to someone was just going to make everything worse. So I had to bottle everything and act like nothing was wrong. My mother, of course, was too busy with wedding plans to notice I wasn’t myself. She talked about dresses and flowers like nothing could go wrong. Damien on the other hand was busy with the sentinels. So that made hiding the truth easy. I spent my morni