ELINNAThis time around, I didn't fight it. I knew that my feelings for him had grown but I didn't know which part of me didn't want to accept it. So I fought it for a very long time until tonight when I couldn't hold it in anymore. “I’m in your arms already. Touch me.”That was all he needed to hear in order to push me to the bed and have his way with me. Well, I liked every moment of it and for once, I made a decision without overthinking it because I knew that it I did, I could walk out of this room and not come back. Carlisle was gentle with me, asking me every step of the way if I was okay with the things he was doing. Of course, I gave my consent to everything because I had a lot of pent up tension that I needed to let go of. Every second was pleasure and I had to ask myself if I really wanted it. Will I wake up tomorrow and be happy with myself? As he was on top of me, I didn't have flashbacks about that night like I used to. That's what traumatized me and made me hate h
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