Semua Bab YOU WILL NEVER BE MY GOD, FELIX.: Bab 51 - Bab 60

🦋 BENITA CELESTINE 🦋 Singing in the shower and dancing in the mirror was my mood that morning.I spun around happily like a ballerina; my life was going just right.Nikita walked into my room. “What's the occasion?” She voiced.I glanced towards her, grinning happily, then unexpectedly frowning, “Shut up and leave Nikki, I'm too happy to argue.”She scoffed out loud, “What are you going to do this time? Rape him?”“Nikki!” I growled. “Are you jealous of us?”She laughed sarcastically, “Why would I be jealous of two boring fools? He doesn't recognize you while he's right beside you, you can't tell him it's you, you both won't even have sex, not in your last life… not in this one.”“Do you have to remind me about that right now?” I snapped. “Nikki, our sex life is not your business!”Nikita rolled her eyes. “So what are we celebrating?”“You mean, what am I celebrating?” I corrected. “It's my baby's birthday.”“Two boring old fools,” Nikita whispered, holding her head in frustration.

🦋 FELIX 🦋 My eyes locked onto hers, and I poured every ounce of desperation into my gaze. I begged silently, my eyes pleading with her to continue. I could feel the intensity building inside me, and I didn't want it to end. With her hand on my collar, she gave a gentle tug, pulling me closer. The surprise on my face melted into a smile as I looked into her eyes, seeing a playful glint mixed with an undeniable warmth.Before I could react, her other hand found my jaw, tilting my face just so she could kiss me. Her lips, soft and insistent, were on mine; the kiss started tenderly but quickly deepened, a silent conversation of desire. My hands found their way to her waist, pulling her against me as the kiss intensified, the world narrowing to just the two of us.When she finally broke away, breathless, she didn't release my collar. Instead, her grip remained, a silent invitation as she began to back away slowly, her eyes never leaving mine. I followed, a willing participant in her un

🦋 BENITA 🦋 When Nikita told me Felix had come by, I ran to his mansion as if I had won the lottery, because I was tired of feeling rejected and even more tired of him avoiding me.I got to his mansion to find him cooking. Noticing my presence, he smiled at me and continued with his cooking.“I heard you came looking for me,” I blurted out. “Are you finally tired of ignoring me?”“I have a reason for ignoring you,” he muttered, still not looking at me.I attempted to walk closer to him, but then he snapped at me, “Stay where you are, Benita! For your own good,” and I froze. “Instead, tell me what happened over the years I thought you were gone.”“Hmm,” I began, “When I jumped into the river, I thought I was going to die, but it turns out the river had another plan for me and took me to a small town. Fortunately for me, a good lady found me by the riverside and took me home; her name is Nikita. Then, when I woke up, I could not remember anything, not you, not who I was. Then Nikita n

🦋 BENITA CELESTINE 🦋 I could feel the blood draining from my face as my body trembled.“Can you both stop fighting!” I screamed, and everyone froze, holding back their next attack.“Are you okay?” Felix asked worriedly.I shook my head, “Not exactly.”Nikita rushed towards me, “Is everything okay?”I looked at the message again, “Benita James, I know you are not dead, and I know who you are. Send all the money you have in your bank account, depending on the amount… I'll think about sparing you.”The phone fell from my trembling hands, and Felix picked it up. “Everyone leave my office now,” he commanded.Greg and Nikita reached the door but started fighting over who went first. Finally, Nikita pushed him away, and he fell with his butt on the ground; Nikita went first.“Hey,” Felix called, holding my left hand.“Do you know what would happen when the world finds out I'm Benita James?” My voice broke. “We would be torn apart; I won't be able to come even an inch close to you. The med

🦋 BENITA CELESTINE 🦋 I lay on the bed on my back with my phone in my right hand, scrolling through social media, the news of me and Felix had spread like wildfire and reading comments might definitely lead to my death before my supposed time of death.“She's a leech.”“Girl, just let him go and get a new man… are you that hungry for money?”“We all saw your drafted divorce agreement, and we all agreed when you signed it… Don't mess with us.”“Greedy whore!”Public opinion might seem not to matter, but it hits hard, you unknowingly find yourself caring about what they say and believing what they call you, you'd feel alone and confused, you’d feel pressed and overwhelmed.Nikita walked into my room and snatched my phone. “I told you not to read the comments.”“They know nothing about us,” I whispered. “Why judge us when they know nothing?”“Because they know nothing,” Nikita declared. “They speak like that because they know nothing. Don't let that weigh you down.”“But I don't want t