All Chapters of YOU WILL NEVER BE MY GOD, FELIX.: Chapter 41 - Chapter 50

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CHAPTER 41 — THE BIRTH OF A NEW ME.

🦋 BENITA CELESTINE 🦋 I stood spellbound in front of the mirror, my gaze unable to tear itself away from the reflection staring back at me. My eyes seemed to gleam with an otherworldly light, my skin radiant with a divine glow. Every feature seemed sculpted to perfection, as if the gods themselves had crafted my face with detailed care. My hair rolled down my back like a waterfall of gold, and my lips curved into a smile that seemed almost divine. I couldn't help but feel like I was gazing at a work of art, a masterpiece that stood up to human explanation. The more I looked, the more mesmerised I became, unable to comprehend how such beauty could exist in one person. It was as if I had stepped out of the mortal realm and into a realm of perfection, where flaws didn't exist and every aspect of my being was a testament to loveliness. Time lost all meaning as I stood there, entranced by my own reflection, unable to look away from the breathtaking vision that stared back at me.“How

Last Updated : 2025-06-22

CHAPTER 42 — OUR LOVELY CONFRONTATION.

🦋 BENITA CELESTINE 🦋Five years felt like a million years to me, waiting for someone I love. The more I observed, the more time seemed to crawl. The only reason I was still in my right senses was because of Nikita, the big sister who crawled out of nowhere.I lay face flat on the couch, struggling to breathe but I didn't care until Nikita kicked my butt angrily.“Would you stop that?” She growled. “Please don't die on my couch.”“I mean… why isn't he coming back?” I snapped, “I can't go to him either, I really am losing my mind.”Nikita shook her head pitifully, “Who are you talking about now?”“Who else?” I retorted.She rolled her eyes, “You should have told him eye to eye when y'all met that you are his dead wife, who knows, he might not have left. You stalked the innocent man until he ran away.”“So you knew who I was talking about? And I wasn't stalking,” I corrected. “I was observing.”“Isn't that cute?” She said and scuffed. “Lucky he didn't sue you, because if he did, you'd

Last Updated : 2025-06-23

CHAPTER 43 — NEMESIS EXISTS AFTER ALL.

🦋 BENITA CELESTINE 🦋 I didn't sleep all night, but I was at least happy that I got to meet Felix again; to me, there's no better achievement than that.The time was 5 am, so I jumped up to prepare for my first day at work. Going to work late on your first day at work leaves a very bad first impression.Nikita had moved in with me yesterday, but I was too occupied to actually have a responsible conversation with her. I just kept on rumbling about Felix, and she was too tired to listen, so she slept off.Suddenly, she stormed into my room and I held my chest in panic, “You scared me!”“I thought you would already be awake,” she blurted out. “You were telling me something yesterday, how did it go? Did you meet him?”I pouted as I remembered what happened: “He kicked me out.”Nikita’s face reddened as she tried to hold in her laugh.Dissatisfied with her reaction, I pushed her out of my room. “Get out, I need to get ready for work.”“Wait, wait, wait,” she pleaded, and I paused. “See,

Last Updated : 2025-06-25

CHAPTER 44 — WE WOULD BE HAPPY AGAIN.

🦋 FELIX 🦋“Would you date me?” That question rang twice in my headI widened my eyes in shock as I stared at the strange but beautiful lady in front of me.“Your face is red,” she pointed out. “Are you perhaps… blushing?”“This is a job interview,” I scolded. “How can you blow out a proposal just like that? You think this job is a joke?”“You said you wanted to trust me, you need to know me to trust me,” she explained. “I know how to keep secrets, and I'm sure I'm probably the only one who will protect you with my life.”“You think because we met once, we are automatically close, and you can say whatever you want?” I snapped.“We met more than once, we met a long time ago, and we were really very close,” she stated softly.“I don't remember this face,” I pointed out. “I don't think I've ever met you before in my life.”She looked at me warmly, “What about my heart? My character? My voice… doesn't it remind you of someone?” She whispered. “Can't you feel my sincerity? If I really wan

Last Updated : 2025-07-01

CHAPTER 45 — LET'S KILL JUDAS FOR JESUS.

🦋 BENITA CELESTINE 🦋 I couldn't express how happy I was. Finally, I'd be able to see him every morning. I shouldn't be selfish. Even if I'm unable to jump on him, I'd still be close to him. “Should I not have made my face different?” I thought, sadly, you can be magnificent and still regret being beautiful. I was always beautiful before my face got ruined. Now I'm even more attractive, but… I want more than being beautiful; I want to be remembered by Felix. Like it's me, boy… Come to mama! But it's not that straightforward; I have to act like a serpent just to be closer to him, how pathetic.“Still… I'm happy!” I screamed.I began jumping around happily! It was a feeling that was hard to contain, like a bubbling carbonated drink that's about to overflow. I couldn't help but let my feet leave the ground, my arms flail wildly, and my face broke into a wide, beaming smile.As I jumped, my heart felt light, my spirit soared, and my entire being radiated happiness. I was carefree, unin

Last Updated : 2025-07-04

CHAPTER 46 — A FEW FEET AWAY.

🦋 BENITA CELESTINE 🦋 Monday came very slowly, but at least it was already Monday. I sat in Felix’s office for what felt like hours, but he didn't show up.Just then, Greg walked in, and I stood up happily.“It's nice to see you again, Greg,” I greeted.“Have you seen me before?” he asked, blinking innocently, and I simply paused my lips. "Your contract lasts for three months. After 3 months, we will decide if we are to let you stay or drop you. Mr Desmond is currently going along a rough path; he's still holding onto his dead wife. He was diagnosed with PTSD and Depression. His wife, Benita James, died 3 years ago, and since then, he has not been himself.”“This should be a secret, as you know Mr. Felix holds a high reputation in this country. Knowing that the heir to D&D corporation is dealing with mental issues could lead to a very big problem, affect the stock and prompt the board members to turn against him,” he added.I nodded in understanding, and he continued.“Your work is

Last Updated : 2025-07-04

CHAPTER 47 — A COWARD.

🦋 BENITA CELESTINE 🦋 As soon as those words left my lips, I expected anger or shock, but I got neither of them.He just stared into my eyes, more like staring into my soul.Sniffing, he whispered, “Do you go around proposing marriage to everyone?”“No… just you,” I blurted out, truthfully. “Aren't you mad I said those?”He inhaled sharply and looked away, without saying a word.Behind us was a river, and that was the direction Felix was facing.His gaze locked on the flowing water, and his chest began to constrict. Panic crept in like a thief, stealing his breath and racing his heart. His eyes, once calm, now darted wildly, as if searching for an escape from the suffocating fear that gripped him.The river's gentle lapping grew louder, an uproar that echoed the turmoil in his mind. His vision blurred, and his legs trembled beneath him. As he stared into the water, his thoughts soared out of control. Fear gave way to desperation, and he felt like he was losing himself in the depths

Last Updated : 2025-07-05

CHAPTER 48 — I'M HERE TO STAY… I WON'T LOSE YOU.

🦋 BENITA CELESTINE 🦋 Our entire drive home was swallowed in silence, Felix emotionlessly looked out the window, and I stared out the window myself.We got to the mansion, and Felix walked in. Greg called afterwards and requested I stay with him, just in case something happened overnight, so I walked into the mansion myself.I turned around the couch, unable to sleep. I was in a familiar place, but I wasn't in the right place.Taking a deep breath, I stood up from the couch and tiptoed into Felix’s room.I slowly walked towards his bed and sat beside him, but something seemed off.I watched with concern as his face contorted in distress, his eyes fluttering rapidly beneath closed lids. His breathing grew ragged, and his body began to twitch, as if trying to escape the horrors that played out in his subconsciousness.His lips parted, and a faint whimper escaped, a soft, pitiful sound that tugged at my heartstrings. “Benita — don't — jump.”I could sense the storm brewing inside his m

Last Updated : 2025-07-05

CHAPTER 49 — I FELT EVERY BIT OF IT.

🦋 BENITA CELESTINE 🦋 Not even a word left Felix's lips; he just stared at me, because he was curious… or not.“You are going to dig a hole in my face,” I teased. “Am I that beautiful?”Felix immediately broke away, his face reddened, and he coughed to ease the awkwardness.A warm smile spread across my face, “I'm going to ask you out three times. On the third time, I'm going to leave.”“Is this the second time?” Felix murmured, and I shook my head in disagreement. “This is just a love confession, you still have two chances left.” “Go home,” he commanded.I slowly look up to glance at him, “You are chasing me away again.”“To rest… come back later,” he added. “You didn't sleep because of me. Why would I chase you away when you've been nothing but good to me?”I chuckled happily, “Have you fallen for me? Are you worried I might crash? Who cares about sleeping when I was able to stay here with you?”“My driver would take you home,” he announced, got down from bed and walked away.I s

Last Updated : 2025-07-05

CHAPTER 50 — IT'S YOU.

🦋 FELIX 🦋 The kiss was soft and sweet, filled with a sense of longing and desire.As our lips touched, I felt a spark of electricity run through my body, a jolt of pleasure that seemed to radiate from the point of contact. The world around us melted away, leaving only the two of us lost in the moment.The kiss deepened, and I felt myself getting swept up in the emotions I felt. Her lips were warm and gentle, yet firm and insistent, as if she were claiming me as her own. I felt a sense of surrender, a willingness to let go and be carried away by the passion.In that instant, everything felt right with the world. The kiss was a declaration of love, a promise of devotion, and a pledge of affection. It was a moment that spoke of forever, of always, and of the deep connection that we shared. As we broke apart for a moment, I knew that this was more than just a kiss – it was a promise of a lifetime of love and devotion.She gazed into my eyes, and my heart swelled with affection. The war

Last Updated : 2025-07-06

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