The Alpha’s Untamed Beast is のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 1 - チャプター 10

“Getting married? To who?” I asked and the tears that I tried to hide finally rolled out of my eyes.“I am tired of being deceived father! All this while, you told me that the reason I am not married is because they aren't good enough for me, when I am actually the one who isn't good enough! I am tired of being fooled! No one wants me and you know it!” I cried and father's grip on my hand tightened.“How easy do you think this is for me too? Do you know what I have to go through everyday, worrying that you might not survive! You're the only thing that reminds me of your mother! You think I would ever want to see you sad?” He rasied his voice at me for the first time in a while.“Then stop lying to me. I know I'll never get married. No one would ever want me. It's better you let you me go before beta Ryder and the others betray you because of me,” I answered.At that point, I was willing to do whatever it took. I knew I wouldn't forgive myself if my father had to lose everything that h

I had imagined and thought of every bad thing that the world had to offer.I had thought of death, hatred, being stabbed to death, being poisoned, being eaten, being an orphan and even being torn apart, but never had I thought of a marriage where my husband would dislike me and I would have to live my whole life afraid of being known as a human.I looked at my father, feeling nothing but fear. It was worse than living in Silvermoon village. At least I didn't have to lie about being a wolf. At least they knew that I was human.I wondered how long I'll be able to keep my identity a secret. I knew I wasn't going to last long. They were definitely going to know….they were definitely going to find out. Those wolves knew everything….they would kill me one day.I just couldn't.I couldn't accept the new life that the universe brought to me. I couldn't just imagine living my whole life in isolation, worrying about my secret being revealed. I would live my whole life with the fear of being ki

I wake up drenched in sweat, my heart feeling like I had just run a marathon as I blink, adjusting to the soft light that painted the room. Turning to face the bedside clock, I sigh in frustration, seeing as it was only just 3am and the nightmares had refused to let me get any more rest. Just like my first night here, every overthought conversation, interaction, and the worry of impending doom managed to morph into monsters that came back for me in my dreams. Each night, I tossed and turned, restless as I struggled with the unpleasant, inescapable dreams. Aurora… She was the biggest monster that came back for me whenever I closed my eyes. I sigh, running a hand across my face as I stare at the ceiling in thought, all the words from yesterday replaying in my head like a taunt. The judgment and distaste from the council, Aurora's barely masked hostility and most of all, alpha Ethan's coldness and empty tone. He spoke to me like I was part of a business transaction he was

Boredom…If Ethan didn't kill me, then the truth slipping out surely would, or I'd most definitely die from the steel like quiet that clouded my room.Every second I spent in the Ravenwood pack palace felt like I was playing Russian roulette with my secret.I sucked at gamble games…Almost a week had gone by now and the people I had come across since my arrival here remained the Alpha, Ethan himself, Aurora, the maid and finally Dan, the guard.It was no surprise that I hadn't seen Ethan after our last incident and the way he had spoken to me about the door, it wasn't like we shared a room or anything for that matter.Exploring the palace by myself brought me doubts, what if my curiosity managed to pull me back to the locked doors?And god's forbid, Ethan got to know of it, and I'd have myself to blame for becoming even more of a prisoner than I already was.So, I had also respected myself and decided to stick to my room which was gradually becoming a familiar space, it's not like I w

“Your hair has a lovely texture.” Clara compliments running a brush through my curls.I smile at her in return, staying still on my seat in front of the mirror to allow her work uninterrupted.A day of pacing aimlessly through the gardens, eating and doing nothing but bore around in my room went by.And when night came, I had prayed to everything in me that they would be a change of plans by morning.If only wishes were horses…When Clara came in to wake me up so we could start up on getting me all primed and ready, I was already long awake.Sleep was now becoming an illusion that continued to evade me every night.I was going to have to pay a visit to the library and borrow a book or two.Reading through the night would be better than staring up at the ceiling until the sun came peeking.“How long have you served the pack?” I ask, and can feel her hesitation to answer, her movement halting.Maybe it was too soon to ask such questions, or I was starting to get ahead of myself with the